One More Time ( Becky x Freen )

Chapter 32

"Listen, I need to tell you something na?" Freen told her.

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Becky moved her legs closer to the bed and sat down at Freen's height. "Okay?" she said with a curious face as if she was listening to a lesson from her teacher.

Freen looked at her with a blushing face, thinking of the right words on how to explain to Becky about her different body parts. Didn't Araya mention anything about her abnormal anatomy before? Freen thought to herself. Becky was her daughter, she should have already told her.

Freen and her son already had the conversation, since Finn was three years old, although it was easier because the only thing she had to tell Finn was that he had a penis, like a normal boy. She didn't need to explain to him about the girl's body part because right now Finn wasn't as curious as Becky is now and it wasn't as weird with Finn because it was her son, not the mother of her child.

But why hadn't Araya told Becky yet?  She knew that she was like a child, but she had a right to know about herself.

At the moment, Freen thought Araya was repeating the same mistake as she did when she didn't tell Becky about her abnormal anatomy. Freen remembered back to that moment when Becky first told her about her slightly different body part and it was so heartbreaking to hear the story of how she found out "it" alone, in front of her friends in the locker room.

About how she hated her parents after that for not telling her the truth, about how they bullied her because the whole school knew about it and called her a weird girl with a penis. Didn't Araya know that Becky hated her and her husband for that? They must have already known.

Freen shouldn't be the one supposed to tell her this, it was weird, wasn't it? But there was no way out now, Becky was just waiting for the moment for her to open her mouth to speak.

"I don't know how to tell you this, but–" She paused, searching for a right way to explain, "Um, listen na, guys and girls have different body parts down there." She paused and pointed her hand to Becky's lower body with her finger.

She looked at Becky and waited for her response, but all she got was Becky raising her left eyebrow, so she continued. "Boys have a birdie and girls have..." She paused again, struggling to find a right word for that, she had never thought about that before as it wasn't necessary, but now it was.

"Girls have a what?" She heard Becky ask.

Freen was still searching for a right word.

"What? You don't know the names? Or are you afraid that the words are too hard for me? I can learn very difficult names like tyrannosaurus-rex, plateosaurus, camarasaurus. I'm sure I can learn this too. Tell me, P'Freen."

"Girls have vaginas!" Freen blurted out, followed by a silent curse to herself.

"Girls have a china?" Becky asked, this time with her brows furrowed, she was confused.

If boys have little birds and girls have chinas, why does she have a little bird? She was a girl. Becky thought to herself, but Freen knew she was thinking about it, so Freen opened her mouth to speak more.

"Mai, girls have a bee!" That's it, she thought. "Boys have a little bird and girls have a bee." A good match.

"Wait, do girls have a china or a bee?" Now Becky was more than confused.

"A bee..." She said, but then remembered that she still needed to explain more to Becky. "But... you have a little bird even though you're a girl because you're special na. Not every girl has a bee and not every boy has a little bird. You're a girl, but you have a little peni– bird, you have a little bird."