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Mood switch<3

As I lay in bed, mindlessly scrolling through TikTok, a thought crossed my mind: I wonder what he's doing right now... probably sleeping, I guess.

I missed him. It's been three days since I last saw him-so close in the exam hall, yet somehow still so far away.

It's 2 a.m., and here I am, wide awake, unable to sleep for reasons I can't even explain. I can't help but feel a pang of envy for those people who can just drift off the second they lie down, like it's the easiest thing in the world. Meanwhile, my mind's running in circles, and somehow, he's managed to make his way into my thoughts yet again.

How did it even get to this point? Why would he suddenly pop into my head out of nowhere-at 2 a.m., no less?! It's ridiculous. But somehow, his face is the first thing my mind reaches for, even in the middle of the night.

Honestly, it's strange. I could be having a complete breakdown, ugly-crying with tears running down my face, and yet, the second I picture him, it's like a switch flips inside me. Just like that, my mood lifts, and the meltdown seems so far away, like it never even happened. It's as if he has this strange power over me, one that can turn even the worst days around in an instant.

I could be living through a day from hell-the kind where nothing goes right, and everything feels heavy-and then, out of nowhere, someone says his name, and suddenly I'm a giggling mess, like a little ray of sunshine. It's like he's my secret weapon against bad days, even if he has no idea he's on my mind like this.

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