I only learned what a Tulpa was a few days ago, but I've had some for over a year now, which is weird. And now I've decided to make another. This will be my documentation of it.
Conn and Rick, my Tulpas, at least the ones who are still around, are fairly friendly. So I thought I was ready to tackle a few challenges with Tulpas.
Conn and I experimented with possessing (Rick was too lazy). We talked a lot. I looked into Tulpas.
Then I thought it might be a good time for me to make another one. I knew that you shouldn't make one without a good reason to. And I didn't have a very good reason. But when I thought about making one, one came. I could only feel his presence at first. Then I thought about what he looked like, and when I thought about a baby dragon, his thoughts seemed positive even though I couldn't hear them yet. We decided that he'd be a small baby dragon, with black scales and royal purple underscales. Then later, I asked him what his name was. He said it was Satír. That was the first vocal answer I got out of him.
He talked with a stutter, and seemed very nervous. When I visualised him in the real world, he was on my shoulder. I wasn't ready to let him into the careful balance of my Wonderland yet.
I took a shower and learned he liked his thought presence being sprayed with hot water. Afterwards, I introduced him to Conn, and Rick a little while later.
I suppose I went too fast this step, but I asked him if he wanted to possess me, he refused saying he was too scared and tired. I was proud. He was getting his own will! That was the fastest one of my Tulpas had developed their own wills.
Next, I took him upstairs to my family. They didn't know I had Tulpas, so Satír was just there. He was scared of them.
Finally, we went to bed.
The next morning, Satír was getting stronger, I learned he didn't like to talk much. I asked him if he wanted to possess me again, and he refused. When Conn and I practiced switching, he got scared because I wasn't in control of my body.
As the day progressed, he began to be more rebellious, refusing many more of my requests. When I let him into my Wonderland for the first time, he didn't want to move, just sleeping in a nest in one of my areas. I tried to take him to another area and not allow him to go back to get him to learn to be less lazy, but he got mad at me. So I let him back in.
I tried to feed him in the Wonderland, and learned he likes Meat and Vegetables, but not Fruit and Fish.
That's about the last time I interacted with him, a few minutes ago.
Literally just made this so it could help other people with rebellious Tulpas.
Hope it helped. Ok. Will update.
