𝓛𝓸𝓼𝓮𝓻 [Ashtray x y/n]

FINAL.

i woke up the next morning with Ash's arms wrapped around me. he was asleep and clinging to me tightly. it was cute and i felt safe so i didn't move. i just laid my head back on his chest and waited for him to wake up...

which took a whole hour.

when he finally woke up, i felt him let go of me. "y/n?" he asked, still kinda sleepy.

"yeah?" i looked up from his chest. he smiled and me.

"good morning y/n."

"good morning, Ash."

we were in the shop and i lwk feel so bad for Ash cause he has to hear me complain on how much i miss 2022.

"like, i miss waking up and playing roblox, then going on tiktok and hearing Mary On A Cross or As It Was. but now mfs just be playing some shit that sounds like they're having a seizure and call it music?" i complain while Ash counts money.

"yeah that really sucks man." he says, obviously sarcastically.

i looked over at him and jokingly roll my eyes. "yeah, yeah. i know staying in the past is bad or whatever, but i was actually really happy in 2022... i don't wanna make it sad or anything, but i was a whole year clean in 2022."

that's when Ash looked up. "clean? clean of what...?"

"y'know... from like... picking up a blade..."

his eyes went wide and he set the stack of cash down to pay more attention to me. "you... you used to...?" he says while he points at my arm.

i nodded and pursed my lips. "yeah..."

he just sat there shocked at this new info. "....do you still do it....?"

i shake my head. "no... not anymore..."

"that's good... i'm proud of you Y/n. i really am." he nodded.

i felt bad for having to tell him about my past. but it's okay i guess.
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This story is getting pretty long and it needs to end at some point.

so a little sum up of me and Ash's future is uhm... not ideal..

he ended up getting killed by the Swat team while i was over at his house. i still remember the look on Fez's face and the last time Ash looked at me before he hit the floor.

i visit his grave every wednesday and give him updates about my life. i just really want somebody to make a time machine so i can have him hold me one more time...