The worker // FREENBECKY

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FREEN POV

I have a permanent smile on my face, from Becky giving me lunch, to me kissing her and then later on finding her in Orm and lingling's room.

I couldn't stop myself from laughing at how she was being so immature behind that strict woman facade she has, I just witnessed her being a fierce kitten.

She looked so beautiful even if her hair was all over her face, she looked like an angry cat. I guess she knows I come to visit riley and she hasn't had a go at me for it.

I don't think she will, I mean we've kissed three times now.

This kiss though, this one was my favourite one, I actually had enough time to taste her mouth, it's addictive, I felt so alive kissing her, I felt happy to be honest and after a long time it's nice to feel happy.

I'm lonely at home without anyone
here, in this big ass house, I touch my lips and smile to myself as I remember us both on the table, if heng didn't interrupt I think it would of gone further.

I wouldn't mind it going further, but I'm married, I have to remind myself.

I'm not a fool, I'm sick of relying on Irin's money, I want my own money, I want to be able to survive by myself and not be continuously insulted or dragged down because I'm not financially stable.

I wanna be able to provide for my daughter, for my parents and honestly I want that angry kitten with me.

Behind her angry character she cares so much, her actions say otherwise, she doesn't have to say anything, she does things out of her own will.

Her humbleness and the way she blushes when I compliment her makes my heart race, why's she so perfect?

Her imperfections are perfections, she's unreal.

Freen: You are beautiful, good night X

Becky: okay anyways if you complain about this I'll kill you, I've sent some people to help you out with the shop, they're professionals and it will help because the shop will be done before the court case

Freen: wtf Becky, It's fine I could of done this myself, oh my god, I don't want you paying for the helpers, it was okay I could of done this alone, Ten & heng visited and helped often

Becky: Freen, ten and Heng wasn't enough okay, it needs to be more quicker, just give me a lifetime pass of free scones and we are even

Freen: and kisses?

Becky: 👀thats my cue to go bed

Freen: I'll take that as a yes

Becky: no you do not take that as a yes

Freen: hmmmmmmmm

Becky; Good night.

Freen: before you go, a lifetime worth of scones and kisses and we are even?

Becky: scones and even!

Freen: and smooches? Okay

Becky: I did not say that

Freen: fine omg, I'll add kisses, stop crying

Becky:☹️

Freen: you can smile now, I'll kiss you omg

Becky: I didn't even, you know what never mind

Freen: good night beautiful, I'm thinking about you

Jennie: good night Mrs sarocha

Freen: soon you'll be calling me daddy but we'll save that conversation for another day.

Becky: I believe I should block your number

Freen: you can't escape me, we're meant to be

Becky: is that so?

Freen: yeap, it was written in the stars

Becky: you r a funny woman I'll give you that

Freen: I wasn't joking x

Becky: Night

Freen: night babe x

I smirk as I imagine what her face looks like whilst she's typing her messages, I bet she's blushing.

God, I'm married and my mind is with another woman, my heart is beating crazily for another woman.

What the hell am I doing?

I need to divorce Irin, for the sake of riley.

The next morning I'm up, i open the door to the men who Becky paid to get help out with my bakery, I trust becky wholeheartedly, I have no doubt that they wouldn't do something stupid, plus what the fuck could they do anyways? it's an empty shop.

I go to the bakery after that, I begin my shift.

It was such a long day when your up so early but I really feel crazy because the one time Becky came to our bakery I couldn't help but stay around the front, I'm usually helping at the back but I keep looking at the door in hopes she would turn up.

I get so excited to see her, I feel so young again.

I feel like a school child, I have this permanent smile on my face even if she hasn't done anything to make me smile, her presence herself just is so strong.

Freen: Wish you would come and collect your scones, they are waiting for you x

Becky: How sweet Mrs sarocha, I'm not working today

Freen: Wow what happened? Must be urgent since your always working x

Becky: just a family emergency, I'll be back soon, wish I could see you trust me

Freen: ? Are you okay? Now I'm worried

Becky: I'm fine, I'll see you soon x

Freen: I'm worried, tell me your okay? You don't take days off, your a workaholic, I'm always here to talk

Becky: It is okay Mrs sarocha, I'll be back soon

Freen: are you sure?

Becky: yes

Freen: have you eaten?

Becky: I have, have you eaten lunch?

Freen: I work at a bakery, I'm eating as I work

Becky: I see, I'll speak to you later x

Freen: please let me know if you need me x

Becky: its nothing major, see you soon.

I felt my heart drop, is she okay? She never takes days off, I brushed it off and tried to continue my day but i felt genuinely worried for her.

She takes care of others but who takes care of her?, lingling told me she lives alone.

I won't lie, becky has started to take care of me, by helping me with the shop, dropping lunch off to me, allowing me to see riley more than I'm supposed to.

I really wanna take care of her as well, I just know becky isn't so in touch with her emotions as much as she should be, I mean the girl can't even handle a compliment and she's a walking fierce kitten.

But she's my kitten.

I wanna take care of you becky Armstrong. I'm getting close to you letting me in, time will bring us together.

I can see why riley loves her becbec. It makes sense to me now.