All girls high school for delinquents (winrina)

5. I could never

winter.

It's already Tuesday and the first actual classes will start. Yesterday was mostly just moving in and meeting new people and today we'll all have classes till lunch break and after there will be try outs for extra curricula's. I wasn't really going to try out for anything but i saw that they have a cheer squad so i might just drop by. I used to be a cheercaptain at my old school. but that dint quite work out did it...

Anyways.

Me and my new room mate ning are now eating breakfast at the cafeteria. She's been really kind to me. Im not gonna lie, at first i was a little intimidated by her because she so extrovert and loud. But with the night passing on and us making conversation while settling in, i got to know her a little bit and found out that that was exactly part of her charm.

We talked a bit about our life's. Well... she mostly talked about her life. Because whenever the turn was almost on me to talk I distracted her with another question which naturally got her excited to go on.

I know that i should probably also let her know a little about me because thats fair since were roommates and all.

But its just hard.

Its hard opening up to anyone really.

Now here we are. Laughing and joking around while eating breakfast.

"Are you seeing anyone at the moment?" Ning asked. She just told me the story about how she and giselle became a couple.

"No, ive never had a relationship before actually." I told her. And its true, i never had one. Ive never even had any thought about having a partner or any desire to be physical. Ive never been physical with anyone before.
Well... up until that devil i hadn't.

"WHAT-" she basically yelled out. I could feel eyes turning our way and i immediately told her to shush it down because i really do NOT like the attention.

"Wait, so you've never dated anyone before?" She looked bewildered. I just nodded at her.
"Never wanted to?" Again, i nodded.
"Never even had a crush?" Her voice was becoming really high and quiet out of disbelief.
Again i nodded.

"Ive never thought about it to be honest."
Which again, is true.

Ning just stated out in the distance. In total disbelief. I really dont get the big deal to be honest. I mean, Was i supposed to date just anyone even if i had no interest in them? Besides im not even sure anyone would want to date me anyways. Im not even pretty. Im like 5,1 feet. And im touched. Im dirty.

"I mean its insane really." She finally snaped oit of her shocked daze.
"Your really beautiful and cute and sexy and puppy like an-"
"Jesus ning, Im flattered but ik pretty sure you already got a girl." I cut her off. Cuz who the hell is she lying to?
"No no, not in that way. You know what i mean. Youre genuinely a girl i would be so jealous of if only my ego wasnt so fucking high. I mean really. You've got it all. You've got the face, body, brains, personality and basically everything anyone would want as theirs. So how. How has no one ever asked you out before?"

"Hold up, i never said no one asked me out before. I just said that iv'e never had a relationship before nor a crush or anything romantic with anyone." I sassily said.

Somehow from this sort of serious topic we went back to joking around and laughing. I do really appreciate what ning just said tho.

Even though i could never think that way of myself

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A/n

Hi, im so sorry for not updating in so long. I promise i'll try to update more often. Especially since im finally done with all my exams and assessments and i'll be having a week off of both work and school this upcoming week^^

Pls tell me if there's anything that needs to be changed^^ and also if you have any ideas that you would like for me to add to the story pls tell. I do have a sort of story line im going for but im always willing to adjust if it means it will be more enjoyable to read^^