The Winner's Lust ||Woosan||

eighth

The time has come and Wooyoung was standing in the locker room from the gym.

,,Hey!!"
A familiar voice appeared behind him. The one he was so afraid of.

,,Hi"
Wooyoung mumbled and quickly took his things without looking at San.

,,Wooyoung, before we go somewhere, let's talk it out"

San looked at Wooyoung, who still wasn't looking his way. He was embarrassed.

,,There's nothing to talk out"

,,Wooyoung, look at me."

San demanded, but Wooyoung wasn't listening. He was putting his things into one of the lockers, trying to stay as busy as possible.

San was running out of patience. He was thinking about him all day, and when they finally meet, he doesn't even look at him.
He stood behind Wooyoung, and grabbed his hips, turning him face to face.

,,San-a"
Wooyoung said breathlessly, still avoiding San's eye contact.
San was having chills. He said to him, last night, that he should say it more. But he wasn't expecting him to use it in a normal life situation.

,,I'm serious. Wooyoung, if you're embarrassed, I get it. If you regret it, I'm sorry. I'll take a full responsibility, if I have to."

,,I do not regret it. It's just, I don't even know. It's awkward. I mean, we work together!"

Wooyoung finally looked into San's eyes. His eyes were full of desperation, he was also lost in his thoughts.

,,This isn't something that should be awkward. Of course, we work together. But who else knows about it than us? How is it awkward then?"

,,Okay, what happened, happened. Leave it be"

Wooyoung took his things and rushed to the gym.
San sighed and followed Wooyoung.

The whole training was a bit off, there was so much tension between, it could be sliced. San didn't know what he could do to make this heavy feeling go away, and it seemed like he was overworking himself to the point of total exhaustion.

If Wooyoung didn't stop him, by saying he should take a break, he might have fainted. 

,,Don't over do-it" 

,,I'm fine, you don't have to worry about me."
He was angry and it showed.

,,I'm not."
Wooyoung had enough with this attitude and everything. The rest of the time they had, was silent. Until someone showed up at the building. 

Sarah

,,Hey guys!" 

,,Hey Sarah"

San said with flat tone and Wooyoung rolled his eyes. This was ridiculous.

,,Woah, what happened?" 
Sarah turned to Wooyoung, as if San couldn't answer. 

,,Nothing. We're fine" 

,,As if." 
Her face dropped on San again and raised her eyebrows. 

,,Well, Wooyoung is acting-"

,,Oh, I'm acting how? Say it San!"
He had enough and if San wanted to fight, then sure.

,,Like a bitch!" 

,,You're fucking kidding me right?" 

They started arguing and Sarah just stared at them in disbelief. They were like a little kids, except for the words. 

,,Okay, okay. Stop it now"
She stepped in and both of them took a step back.

,,What's going on? Someone tell me, right now!"

,,San here, is acting up. Saying how he will take responsibility and everything. Now look at him!"

,, Responsibility for what?"

Both of them went quiet and that scared her. Whatever it was, they did not wanna talk about it.

,, Responsibility for what?"

Sarah repeated herself slower. The both males now had more interest in the floor than anything else.

,,What did y'all do?"

,,We slept together."
Wooyoung said with a shameful tone.

,,Are you fucking kidding me?! I'm stressed out that you killed someone or robbed the bank. But this? You can't be serious"

,,San, you didn't take responsibility or what? I told you to be kind to him!"

,,Wha- Sarah! Do I look like that type of guy?"

,,With your personality? Yes."

,, What's wrong with my personality?"
San was offended. And Wooyoung added more to it, by saying "Everything" as if their fight wasn't enough.

,,You left. You were distanced, when I tried to say something about it, you were like: what happened, happened."

,,Yes!! Because I just don't wanna talk about it. I never should've started something in the first place"
Wooyoung was disappointed in himself and just wanted to get out of here. This conversation had his head hurt.

San took this very personally, and just left. It was enough and he didn't wanna deal with this. He did everything, to not make it that awkward for Wooyoung, when he saw that he clearly wasn't comfortable with what happened, but this was his last straw.

He went straight to the changing room, took his things and got out. Left both of them behind and angrily drove off.

,, Wooyoung!"

,,Stop it Sarah. You know what, I quit. I don't care. If he keeps acting up, I'm done."

,,I don't get you. Why was it such an issue?"

,,Because! It's San. I don't have any problem with my past one-night stands, but this is different."

,,How?"

San got out of the car, smacked his bag to the corner of his room and laid in bed.

,,What got you worked up?"

A voice behind the doors appeared as a ghost.

,,You finally came back?"

It was San's roommate. He wasn't around much time. He always disappeared for a week or even more, without any information, and came back the same way he left. Sometimes it scared San, how invisible this guy can be.

,,Stop that. Tell me what happened"

,,Jongho, I don't wanna talk about it."

,,Okay. Bye"

Jongho left and closed the door. San in fact did wanted to talk about it, just not with him. Or with anyone. But he wanted to tell someone. Someone who he didn't have.

Wooyoung also arrived home, took a shower and buried himself in his sheets.
He was replaying the conversation for the past half an hour in his head, thinking, if he wasn't being too harsh.

Scrolling on Instagram, totally mind-absend, after he saw that the clock was glowing with 2am, he decided to sleep. With his mind full of thoughts, it was hard. But not impossible.

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Sorryy for the long wait. I'm having a shitty period (life is bitch)  and it's hard for me to force myself into anything lol. But I hope you didn't leave this story and will support it in the future 🫶