Hello again, Halloween is over, right? What fun, really. I've always liked to create or even dress up as scary things. But without straying from my main topic, destroy. A word that in Spanish means destroyed or destroy, so, what will this chapter be about? Well, keep reading to find out.After that September 10th, not so many things have happened, but I still have that overwhelming feeling, maybe my friends are right, I should do something. A few days ago, my best friends told me that they have seen that one friend is trying to separate me from my other friends, something that I didn't see at first glance, although I did feel more alone, I assumed it was because they were focused on academics. But, I just realized that it may be true, well, almost true. Because if I'm honest, I don't think she's a bad person, you know? It has helped me in many things, but sometimes it makes me feel uncomfortable (I have to learn to say that at the moment, really)I feel like many friends distance themselves from me, I don't know why, maybe it's my attitude, it's obvious. Sometimes I'm very annoying (even my exes used to call me that.) Also, I don't think I'm that good of a friend, I lack a lot and it could be a reason why they ignore me sometimes. I would like to destroy myself and not be born again, destroy all this and have the people I love stay well, stable and yes. Unfortunately, I know the consequences of destroying everything, I will affect my family, more than I have affected. But no way, I have to keep living, I know that at any moment there will be a breaking point, maybe in a short time, only the universe knows.
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spanish vr.
Hola denuevo , ya paso halloween no? Que diversion la verdad, siempre me ha gustado crear o hasta vestirme de cosas terrorificas. Pero sin salirme de mi tema principal, destroy. Una palabra que en español significa destruido o destruir, entonces, de que se tratara este capitulo? Bueno, sigue leyendo para descubrirlo.
Despues de ese 10 de setiembre, no han pasado tantas cosas, pero sigo con ese sentimiento abrumador, talvez mis amigas tienen razon, debo hacer algo. Hace unos dias, mis mejores amigas me comentaron que han visto, que una amiga en si, esta tratando de apartarme de mis otras amigas, algo que a simple vista no vi, aunque si me sentia mas solo, suponia que era por que se centraban en lo academico. Pero, acabo de darme cuenta, que puede ser verdad, bueno, una casi verdad. Ya que si soy sincero, no creo que ella sea una mala persona, saben? Me ha ayudado en varias cosas, pero aveces me hace sentir incomodo (debo a aprender a decir eso en el momento la verdad)
Siento que muchos amigos se alejan de mi, nose porque sera, talvez mi actitud, es algo obvio. Aveces soy muy fastidioso (hasta mis ex me lo decian so.) Además, no creo que sea tan buen amigo, me falta mucho y puede ser una razon de que me ignoren aveces. Quisiera destruirme y no volver a nacer, destruir todo esto y que las personas que amo sigan bien, estables y si. Lamentablemente, se las consecuencias de destruir todo, afectare a mi familia, mas de lo que he afectado. Pero ni modo, me toca seguir viviendo, se que en cualquier momento habra un punto de quiebre, talvez en poco tiempo, solo el unirverso lo sabe.
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