its a FUCKING NIGHTMARE! || Blake Chorii I

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The next day of school came, and it was called Tuesday. I liked Tuesday, it was my favorite day of the week. I don't know why, it's just the best day of the week, I guess. As I go to the bathroom, I look at my toothbrush. The mouthwash, and the floss. I look at my teeth in the mirror, their color is like, a light yellow. Like, really light. I want to change, I really do but sometimes I feel like without this appearance, I'm no longer Blake and instead a completely different person. These...features just make me who I am. And I don't FEEL LIKE I'm somebody that I'm not. It's just, I hate getting bullied for it. I never have the motivation to do things, and I always feel glum. Even If I'm smiling, deep inside I just..never feel happiness. I know I say I'm happy around Vi and Lyn, but sometimes it's just...you know. I sigh, and go downstairs, riding the school bus to Mizzy Highschool.
Skipping the famous "Who does Blake Chorii sit next to today?" paragraph, we're just going to go to the part where Lynette and Vita are chatting, and I go up to them. "Hey girls." I greet them. Vita gives me a wave. "Hi Blake! I just found out some crazy news! Florence is dating... some girl. I think her name is Constance." Lynette squeals. I don't squeal. My smile fades. The perfect and worst match, Florence the Torturous and Constance the Constantly Annoying? This is a nightmare, and I'd be caught dead even thinking about Constance and Florence teaming up with each other to go against me. "I'm kinda jealous though..." Lynette laughs a little and looks down. I sigh. "Don't tell me you're jealous too!" Lynette gulps. "I'm not jealous, I'd be caught dead even THINKING about me dating Florence the Torturous." I tell her. The bell rings, and we go inside. I see Constance holding hands with Florence. GAHHH! What is wrong with everyone today? 
I have a normal history, and the other subjects are okay. Do you wanna know why I never tell you about my math class and language arts and science, and all that other crap? It's because it's useless. Pure useless. It's trash belonging in a garbage can. But I'd spare you this time, I suppose. It's not like History is the main subject, because we all would love SCIENCE. I mean, I guess. I learn new things from it, and I have a good grade in it too. My type of science is Chemistry, so I just learn how to mix chemicals and all that shit. It's fun to do, and I know how to be careful so it doesn't really matter. I absolutely hate being paired up with the stupid people, they're the worse kind. They dunno what to do or say, and they ALWAYS, and I mean ALWAYS get on my nerves. As I'm mixing the chemicals, I look out the window and I see him. He's currently talking to Winston, and I wish I was Winston. He and Winston has been friends for last year, and I think the year before too, but I'm not sure. I keep staring, until I get distracted and I notice that I'm mixing it too much, so I stop. I wish I wasn't so in love, I've been chasing the guy for 2 years now, please save me. Ugh... every TIME. waahahahhaah
"Aren't you going to cooperate?" Aries said, and I look at him nervously. "Oh, uh, yeah, I just zoned out for a while" I chuckle and scratch my head awkwardly. Gosh, what the hell? I notice Aries eyes darting between me and him and then I wonder if he knows. "Uh huh" He mumbles and just starts working with his notes, observing my chemical reaction. Sometimes I wonder how people can note people mixing progress without being embarrassed. "You improved my science study, thank you weirdo" Aries nods slightly and leaves. I was about to say 'thank you' until I heard the 'weirdo' part. I am SO CRINGE!!