As he continued driving, the thought of truly loving her filled him with a profound sense of contentment, making the drive to Anas’s apartment feel like a journey of happiness.
I love you Haya......
On the other hand Anas tried to shift his focus away from Lubna, but he couldn't help feeling a twisted sense of satisfaction seeing her jealousy.
As he began his evening routine, the thought of her lingered in his mind, disrupting his attempts to unwind. The silence of his apartment seemed to amplify his thoughts, making them louder and more insistent.
He sank onto the sofa, the day's events replaying vividly in his mind. The hallway meeting with Lubna had left him feeling a mix of emotions—part guilty for the way things had turned out, part exhilaration at the effect he seemed to have had on her.
He could still see her flushed cheeks, the way her eyes had flickered with a mix of surprise and something deeper.
He reached for a book on the coffee table but found he couldn't concentrate. His gaze wandered around the room, landing on the framed photos of happier times and the soft, comforting light of the lamp.
Every corner of the apartment seemed to echo with the silence that now felt heavier than usual.
Anas leaned back, closing his eyes and letting out a deep sigh. The quiet of the apartment was a stark contrast to the emotional turbulence he was experiencing.
He knew that he needed to address the concern for Lubna that had crept into his thoughts. He was aware that his feelings and actions might have hurt her, and the realization made him uneasy.
His mind wandered back to their conversation, replaying her words and expressions, searching for any sign that might help him understand her better.
The sense of satisfaction from seeing her jealousy was overshadowed by the worry that he had acted selfishly. Anas felt a pang of regret, realizing that his actions might have complicated things more than he had intended.
Sitting in the quiet of his apartment, Anas found himself grappling with his emotions. He was torn between the pleasure of knowing he had made an impression and the guilt of potentially causing pain.
The silence seemed to press in on him, making the weight of his thoughts all the more palpable.
Anas sat on his sofa, feeling a knot of worry in his stomach. He whispered to himself,
"Maybe Lubna is deeply hurt. Didn’t she say she wouldn’t talk to me anymore? Anas, you need to change your playful behavior. Maybe, in my playful manner, I’ve hurt her deeply. What should I do now?Then, a thought struck him. He decided that tomorrow he would apologize to Lubna sincerely, no matter how embarrassing it might be.
He whispered to himself again, "I’ll apologize to her, There’s no shame in making amends with someone I care about deeply.*
This plan gave him a sense of relief amidst the turmoil of his emotions. He knew he had to face the situation with sincerity and humility, and though he felt anxious about the confrontation, he was resolved to make things right.
And in the end he whispered
"My childhood Angel, my childhood love.Flashback start.................
Anas pov ✨
Today is my birthday, and Aunt Lina said that I might find my family today. And I am really so much happy today.
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