Starstruck

Apology

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🌈WARNING🌈

THERE IS A LOT OF GAYNESS THIS CHAPTER

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♡♥︎♡♥︎ Moon's P.O.V ♥︎♡♥︎♡

It's been a week since our date, and Sun had realized the next morning why I got his favorite wine. He was pretty mad, and I don't blame him. He made me sleep in my old room for a few days and wouldn't let me kiss him OR touch him. Asshole. But that's my punishment for making him talk about things.

I tried to reason with him, but he wouldn't let up. Karma really is a bitch. Fuck this.

I went over to the arts and crafts table where Sun was and sat down next to him. But I made sure to keep my distance. "Are you still mad at me..?" I felt really uncomfortable. Especially with there being like three kids there now looking at us and listening in on our conversation. Sun sighed loudly.

"Mad about what? Y'know, I don't really recall what issue there was.. perhaps if you reminded me, that could help." He gave me an evil smirk. And of course I'm not gonna say I purposely got him drunk to talk about an abusive ex in front of a bunch of children. I got up and went to go check on some other kids instead. As I walked away, I heard him mumble something. Then the children he was with started laughing. There was no doubt he was talking about me. I was majorly uncomfortable and nervous.

After the children went home, I walked up to Sun and gently sat down next to him, still keeping my distance. "Sun, what I did was very mean, and messed up, I'm so sorry. I shouldn't have done that." He gave a soft glare as he folded his arms.

"You're right. That was really fucked up."

I was shocked. He doesn't normally cuss. Even if he does, he doesn't really cuss at me.

"If I wasn't smart enough, I'd say you were acting just like Star!"

He was right... I really fucked up. I can't believe he said I was like her. I never wanted to do that to him. To make him feel like he couldn't trust me. To make him feel unsafe with me. It turned my stomach and I could feel guilt fill up inside me.

"Sun, I'm so, so, SO sorry. I never wanted you to feel that way. I hope you know I actually love you and I don't want you to feel unsafe with me."

"It's not that I feel unsafe, because I do feel safe with you. It's just you got me drunk to tell you something I was sensitive about. I hurt my feelings, Moony. Please, don't ever do that again."

I nodded my head and looked away. I felt horrible. He can do way better than someone like me. He deserves more.

He tilted my head up and made me look at him.

"Moony, just promise me, you won't do that again."

"I promise."

I grabbed onto his arm that was still on my chin and stared into his eyes.

"I love you, Sun."