Starstruck

The Stress Of a Fiancé

《《《 ☆ • Sun's P.O.V • ☆ 》》》

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I love that Moon wants to make sure the wedding is perfect, but he keeps running himself to the ground. He stays up late getting the wedding ready, who to invite, where the wedding is gonna be, and some nights I go to bed alone and he sometimes falls asleep at his desk, so I have to drag him to bed. I hate seeing him so exhausted and tired. It hurts to see him overwork himself like that. He barely eats, almost never sleeps, and starts to dehydrate himself. I was so worried about him. Poor Moony. He can hardly stay awake during daycare hours and almost always falls asleep during nap time.

I was cleaning the ball pit while watching the kids with Star while Moon was in our room, planning still. After a few minutes, I saw him come out, bags under his eyes as he got his wire and flew down to his favorite play structure, stumbling as he fell to his feet, curling into a ball and falling asleep.

My rays sunk in a bit. I hated seeing Moon in pain. It makes me feel so bad for him. Not to mention, my autism makes everything worse, and my ocd... I feel like I'm sort of the problem. Why couldn't I be normal? I started to feel bad and began to sniffle. Star noticed and came to my aid, putting her hand on my shoulder.

"Sun, are you okay? What's wrong?"

"It's Moon! He's torturing himself because of the wedding! He's running himself radgid, and I can't take it anymore..."

Star looked up at Moon and frowned.

"Oh... I see.... Sun... go get him, and take him to your room, put him in bed, and make sure he stays there. I'll be fine."

I let out a sigh and nodded, climbing up the play structure, to get to my lover. I saw him laying there, and it felt like my heart shattered. I get down on my knees and pet his head, then kissing it as I begin to shake him awake.

"Moony.... wake up."

After a few seconds of shaking, Moon groaned and cuddled into my chest. I didn't mind and just rubbed his back.

"S-su-Sunny.... H-hold, m-mhm.. me..."

He quietly begged. He must've thought I had already taken him to bed again.... I picked him up and carried him into the theater to our room. I found out that after the bad Sun left, I realized I was stronger than I was before, and now I was strong enough to pick up Moony, like how he picked me up all the time! I put him in our bed and pulled the blankets up for him. I couldn't just leave him... I decided that Star could probably handle herself while watching the kids and decided I just wanted to cuddle with my fiancé.

I crawl into bed with him and make him lay on my chest. He purred and snuggled close as I nuzzled my head on his.

"Oh baby... why do you do this to yourself?"

I softly kissed his forehead again and rubbed his back. He needs to stop draining himself like that. I don't like it at all! He's gotten skinner, and it's come to the point where his endoskeleton was slightly showing. His frail body twiched and pulsed as he breathed.

"Hmngh..."

He softly mumbled as he nuzzled my neck. I closed my eyes and started to fall asleep with my lover. I missed sleeping with him. It was so nice to feel his cold body, snuggled with mine.