PRIVATE TUTOR | BILLIE EILISH

CHAPTER 1: FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL

⚠️ This story may contain themes that some readers may find disturbing words or offensive.

"SCARLET! SCARLET! WAKE UP!" Mom yelled at me while I'm still in a deep sleep

"It's 1 in the afternoon how dare you to sleep like that?! You are not a princess in this house! You are such a useless and pity child!" She throw the clothes in my face

"You need to wash that clothes before you go to school"

Scarlet: But Mom my class is 2 in the afternoon and I can't finished this now. I sighed and without hesitation she slapped my face and I fell down to bed and started sobbing

"You better need to shut your mouth! Do your chores and stop being dramatic" She walks away and slam the door as she left to my room.

I wiped my tears and stand up to see myself in the mirror, I started again crying and asking myself in the mirror

Am I not.....enough?

Why am I need to suffer all of this?

Since my dad left, My mom always angry so easily.....

She hurt me.....

She realize that she don't want me to be here in this world...

She only care to others but not to her own child.......

I am so useless....

And an 19 year old girl that never experience to be loved and care and no one believe in me that I can.....

SCARLET!!!

I shocked and shake my head as I quickly get the clothes and going downstairs

SCARLET: Coming Mom

AT SCHOOL

SCARLET!

ISSA!

Issa hug me tight and hug her tight back

ISSA: How are you my little pookie bear? You look like you are in a war again because of your Mom. She giggles and squeeze my hands

SCARLET: I'm good my little munchkins don't worry about me everything is fine with my Mom.......I....think? I left a fake smile to her but I see in her eyes that she is concern and worried to me

SCARLET: Are you okay?

ISSA: Don't asking me that, and I know that you are not okay

SCARLET: I'm good I promise

She sighed and she caressed my shoulders

ISSA: I am here for you okay? Don't hesitate to say anything to me.

SCARLET: I know, Issa and I'm being thankful that you are here for me.

She hugs me again tightly while she caressing my back gently

*BELL RINGS*