Hello my moonshine,
First of all, Happy Late Diwali 🪔
Sorry for not wishing you yesterday. I wanted to but, I didn't you know? Well, I was looking for your pictures. I thought you might upload your story maybe, with lights and in all traditional look. But you didn't post any. How was your diwali? I hope it's amazing and full of joy, right?
Well, about mine? It's like always, as usual, not really nice and kind of gloomy. You know, I just hate festivals. Obviously, because of my family. So yeah, it's really frustrating. And in addition to that, I got my periods yesterday morning. So that too, was not helping at all. My mood swings were making me more upset. My mind was continuously switching between the feelings of anger, sadness and irritation.
If you could have messaged me then, I might have felt better. But you did not. It's fine though, I'm not blaming you. I know you might have been upset too, about my earlier behaviour. It's good that you didn't message me otherwise, I could have ended up being panicked, thinking about what to reply. Like I was doing, by not replying to your sent reels. It's better for you only that we just avoid contacting each other or, we will end up messing up our heads. Yours will be messed up because of my behaviour and mine, because of the regret to behave in an undesirable manner.
It's good for you only that I just stay away from you as far and as much as I can. But don't worry at all, okay? It's not like I don't love you anymore or I hate you now. No, not at all. That can never be the case. For me, hating you is impossible while, unloving you? Gosh, it's not an option. It's barely possible for anyone to not love you. It's just I'm not gonna come again in your life. Atleast not in this lifetime. But in the next one, I won't leave you with any option to leave. I'll surely come back to you by being a better version of myself. No, I'll show you the best version of mine. So that, you can't choose anyone else other than me. Am I being too delusional? Well, it's okay if I'm. It's just my wish to meet you again and again. Afterall, how much I love you, I deserve to be with you atleast once, ain't I? It's not that I'm asking too much, am I? So, if we meet again, you will choose me right? Or do I have to wait a little longer?
Well, whatever you decide, it's totally up to you. And yeah, finally after such a long time, you uploaded your picture with your family. You were looking gorgeous as always. Also, the dress that you've designed, that too, in a single day, along with the accessories, it was so damn graceful. And you, wearing it, it became the cherry on the cake. The dress was pretty and you made it prettier and, ofcourse, you were looking prettiest. So, my prettiest girl, keep it up. You're, as always, doing amazing work. You'll be the shining star of the future, I'm sure. Just keep going. I'm always there for you, unfortunately not with you, but secretly I guess. I'm so proud of you.
Ok then, I think it's enough for today or I'll keep on writing and writing. I've some work so, see you later.
Stay healthy, happy and keep smiling!
Bye bye!
Love you my precious!
Your proud friend
Khushi
★~~• 1 November, 2024 •~~★
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PuisiWe are not written in the stars... "Because she is meant to be written by me!" ~khushicreates All the photos are being taken from Google, it doesn't belong to me.
