"Wala naman kaseng problema kung maayos ka e, walang magiging problema sa'yo kung hindi ka lang palaging wala sa sarili. Mahal kita, Lau. Hindi ko lang talaga maintindihan kung bakit parang wala ka na lang palagi, nandyan ka pero parang wala. Naiintindihan mo?" He devoured all the patience he could ever get from the cold air, forcing itself to remember the existing love he has within. "Ano bang problema? Lauren, anong mali?" A tiny tear appeared, it was from his lifelong baggage.
"I am sorry, pagod lang ako. Pagod na pagod na 'ko." Lauren untied her shoe laces and entered her messy room, flashing the old emotion she has been wearing.
"No one will ever love someone like you, Lau. Para kang halimaw na pinapamukha sa mga taong nagmamahal sa'yo kung gaano sila kawalang kwenta para sa'yo. Matanda ka na, Lauren. Kung may hinihintay ka pa, paniguradong hindi na 'yon darating. Get a fucking life, wag kang maging halimaw habang buhay." A slam echoed all over her tiny apartment.
The lines that were left for her to hear made her knees bend, forcing herself to fit in a small round couch.
"3 years. Tatlong taon. Tang ina, madali na pala sa akin ang 3 years?"
3 years.
Ben was the longest relationship Lauren ever had, they were both 25 when they accidentally bumped into each other and suddenly settled their chances through coffee dates. There was nothing special, there was nothing unique. Naging mabilis lang ang lahat, pagkatapos ng mahabang pagkakape ay puro away at hindi na pagkakaintindihan ang naging laman ng relasyon nila sa mahabang panahon
Masama nga ba kung hinintay niya na lamang na mangyari ang kung ano mang nangyari limang minuto na ang nakakalipas?
It is not that Lauren does not love her ex-boyfriend any longer-- let us just say that she did not loved Ben at all.
She took a deep sigh as she sits on a bigger seat, Lauren laid the couple of her thighs on the arm rest. Lumingon ito sa gilid at nadismaya nang malamang naiwan niya pa lang bukas ang laptop sa buong mag hapon, sa kabilang banda ay parang tinatawag siya nito.
'The greatest love she have ever loved..... still'
The moment her fingers stopped from clicking the buttons of her device, her eyes stared on the screen for long seconds.
"Sabi ko na e, tang ina. Sabi ko na." She bended her neck backwards, preventing any tears to come out.
That position kept for too long until tears constantly fell on her pale face.
Her ex-boyfriend is right, may hinihintay pa nga pala talaga siya.
