Chapter 2

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- Vegas -

I woke up and sat on my bed then I stretched my hands, i took my phone and saw the time, it's already 11 a.m . I woke up late today, i hope Macau orders some food and eats breakfast. I went to the bathroom and got a quick shower then i got ready. I walked slowly downstairs, then i heard a laughing sound, I recognized Macau's voice but there was another person's voice which I didn't recognize. I walked towards the kitchen and saw Macau and another person, I don't know that guy but i don't know why but i don't like the way he's smiling at Macau. "Macau", both of them turned and looked at me, "morning, phi" Macau said and I could see a little smile on his face, then the new guy who was standing beside Macau also greeted me, "Sawadeekap phi, I'm James, Macau friend" he introduced himself to me and bow , i nodded and walk towards them.
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"Sorry Macau, i woke up late today and couldn't make breakfast for you. What did you eat ?" I asked him, "it's okay phi, no problem. I made some pancakes, fried sausage and scrambled eggs. You want some pancakes, phi?" He said and i feel a little relief that he didn't wait for me to wake up and cook, if he was waiting for me then he would eat late, and it's not good for his health. "Sure, why not" i say, then he served me some pancakes and to be honest it's really good. After eating my food, i do some of my work, and leave Macau in the living room alone, that guy James already leaving because his father wants to meet him. While i was working in my office room, someone knocked on my door. "Yes, come in" i lifted my head after allowing the person to come in, and i found Macau is the one who knocked on the door, he walked inside and closed the door behind him.
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- Macau -

I was so nervous, I wanted to tell my love to Vegas, it hurt me more to see him with someone else. I don't know, from where i get this courage, but it's better to tell him the truth than keep it inside my heart and keep hurting myself. "Is there anything you want, Macau?" Vegas asked me while looking at me, "i....i wan-want to tell yo-you something" i was so nervous and stuttering. Vegas nodded his head which meant he gave me permission to go on what I wanted to say. "Phi, I...i...love you" i said with a low voice. I looked down and I'm so scared to look at his expression.
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"I love you too, Macau. Why did you suddenly come and say this?" Damn, he didn't understand my love, he thought i meant it as brotherly love. I sigh, i lifted my head and looked at him, I took a long breath then i said " Phi, i love you, not as a brother but as a... man. I.... I mean...i love you but...not as brother ". He looked so shocked like he saw a ghost, he stood up from his chair "Macau, do you even realize what you are talking about ? We are brothers Macau, how ca-" before he finished his words, i walked towards him and pulled him into a kiss. He pushed me away from him and slapped me on my cheek, "WHAT THE F*CK MACAU !!!! HOW CAN YOU DO THIS !!! ARE YOU CRAZY ?? I'M YOUR BROTHER, MACAU !!! DISGUSTING !!!" he shouted at me, i put my palm on my slapped cheek and tears was running out from my both eyes, i was shocked when he shouted at me but I was more shocked when he slapped me.
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"Phi, I-" before i finished my words he shouted "GET OUT MACAU", i was totally broken and I just got out of his office room while crying and running to my room. I closed my room door, then i climbed on my bed, pulled my knees together and hugged my knees while crying so hard. He slapped me, he found me disgusting, he will hate me more, and he will leave me. I burst into tears, i love him so much, why do I have to fall for him ? Why him ? Why????
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-Vegas-

I can't believe that i slapped him with my own hands, i was shocked when he said that he loved me but we are brothers, this is wrong. But how can i slap him and shout at him, i push all the things on the table until all the things fall down on the floor. I will k!ll anyone who is hurting him, but now, I'm the one who hurt him. I sat on my chair and pinched the bridge of my nose, i stayed in my office room the whole day and I didn't even realize that it was already 7 pm.
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I stood up from my chair and walked out from my office room, i looked around and I couldn't find Macau, not even his shadow. Then i realized that he must be in his room, so I rushed to his room and opened his room door, then i walked inside the room. The room was so dark, there was not a single light on, then i on the room light and my heart hurt more at the scene in front of me. Macau kneels down on the floor beside the bed and crying while hugging his both knees. Did he cry non stop, i walked towards him and kneel down in front of him, I touched his shoulder and he flinched. He lifted his head and looked at me with those red swollen eyes, but his next words shattered me to pieces, "Do- don't touch me phi, I'm disgusting" without saying anything I just pull him into my embrace, i didn't realize what i have said to him and I don't even realize that i called him disgusting, how dare i called him disgusting. "Macau, look at me baby, I'm sorry, you are not disgusting. I never meant it, I'm sorry and please stop crying"
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We both sat on the floor, i sat beside him and he was leaning his head on my shoulder. "Is it wrong to fall in love with you, phi?" He asked with a low voice but I could feel the pain in his voice. "We are brothers, Macau. How can we-" he cut my words by saying "but we're not blood related,phi" he moved his head from my shoulder and looked at me. I caressed his face with my palm, "But i always see you as my brother" the tears flow from his eyes, he moves my palm from his cheek and quickly wipes his tears. "Okay phi, forget whatever i said to you today, i will try to remove that feeling from my heart. It will take time, but i will try," he said in a lower voice, the pain in his eyes is killing me.
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It's already been one week, since everything happened, everything is getting better between us but he's keeping a little distance between me and he's getting closer with that guy James, always on call with him, I don't know why but i feel a little jealous and today Macau brings that guy to the house. Three of us are sitting in the living room, "phi, tonight I'm going club with James and maybe i will be late to come home" Macau said, I don't know what happened to me, suddenly i said "I also will join you guys tonight, is that any problem?" . I looked at both of them, they didn't expect me to say this, but i don't want Macau to be alone with this James guy. "No problem phi, you can join us. It will be more fun" James said, but i don't know why i feel there is another meaning in his words.

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