todoroki still couldn't get a hold of his lover's death. he was now restless, he couldn't sleep. everytime he tends to close his eyes, all that he can hear was the please of his deceased girlfriend. everytime he sleeps a reoccurring nightmare haunts him, the cries in pain, the girl's heavy breathes, the blood and her face in general.
it haunts him, he couldn't move forward, it felt like he was falling in a pit of despair with no way out. he still continued to blame himself for her loss, she was so important to him that the tragedy was still fresh in his mind.
entering ua as he sat down in class. he can see that the class was already starting to recover from her death, yet todoroki wasn't. he quietly starred blankly at the empty blackboard when suddenly, a box of strawberry milk was placed on his desk. he saw the scars on the person's hand, and knew that it was midoriya.
"somehow, i know you're upset. you also drink strawberry milk whenever you're upset, so here, drink up" he says and gave him a small smile.
todoroki knew that there won't be anything beneficiary for him f lost some he keeps on mopping around because of her death. accepting the drink and drank it. midoriya examined his friend's face. he lost some weight, dark eye circles around his eyes and he looked paler, hs eyes also became duller.
"thanks"
my love, today i was restless, i couldn't sleep. i keep on having nightmares about that day, it continues to haunt me as time goes by. but they say that time heals right? all i need is some more time. yet it's really hard to get over your death, its hard to accept the fact that you're not right here next to me anymore. oh, midoriya also gave me a strawberry milk today. it kinds of reminds me of how you'll give me strawberry milk whenever i'm upset. that's all love, i love you. i miss you so much, i still couldn't believe that it has to come to this, yet who am i to stop faith.
- shoto <3
