THE MISTRESS (Ningselle VERSION)

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Ningning's POV

I am with Minjeong because she drove the car for me and obviously I had no energy to do those things right now because the thought of Aeri kept appearing on my mind. We just left my parents house but in just a few minutes, we're already on the exact place where I can see Aeri's car crashed against the wall and what happened earlier is still not syncing inside my mind but here I am, facing another problem. Yes, Jimin unnie already reported to us everything and fuck! It's makes me go crazy like hell!

We went outside the car and again, I wasn't moving at all. I saw that there's a lot of people circling the area and an ambulance is already on stand by. Maybe waiting for the patient, waiting for my girl. Minjeong tried to pull me but this time, I for myself not to go with her.

I am afraid....

I'm not that brave to see Aeri's situation but there's a part of me that I want to run and save her right away. I felt guilty for just standing up here and not doing anything. Why? Every second of my life is killing me slowly. I rather take all the bullets coming from Jisung's gun than knowing the fact Aeri is in critical condition because of me.

"Babe." Minjeong called someone. The love of her life, Jimin unnie. She released her grip on my hand and come to hug Jimin. "Are you okay?"

"I... I don't know, Min. I don't know." She started to cry. The cr that even you can feel the pain.

My eyes began to water when Jimin unnie called my name. "Ningning! A-Aeri..."

"Unnie, tell me what happened." I almost whispered my voice because for goodness sake, I don't have the energy to talk right now.

"I... I was on my way to follower because your assistant called me that something wrong is happening to your company. I was a bit late because I just had dinner with Minjeong. Then Aeri called me, I thought it was her but it's one of the police. They told me that my sister is still inside the car and they can't do the action in a fast way because they might break Aeri's bone or even hurt her body." Unnie's voice was shaking and she's sobbing.

"Babe... Calm down." Minjeong said while tapping Jimin Unnie's back. "Aeri... Aeri will survive."

I looked at the crowd and started to walk towards them. I even heard Minjeong called my name but I didn't bother to look back. I need to see Asri right now. I know it will hurt me, but what's more with her situation? Maybe I can do something since I was a doctor right? Fuck! I'm still a useless one tho. Why can't I be great? Many people are sacrificing themselves because of my stupidity. I just let her get in this situation. I pushed her away earlier. Yes, it's my fault.

"I need to see my girl." I said without looking at one of the cops here.

"The woman is now transferring to the gurney bed. Please you may--"

"I'm a doctor!" I shouted then walked again. Yes, I'm still a licensed doctor and I don't have any criminal records so basi and I am still a doctor.

I saw those people from ambulance, carrying Aeri to lay her down on the gurney bed or wheeled stretcher. I ran towards them and maybe some of them recognized me. "Dr. Yizhuo."

I don't have time to correct them because I was focused on Aeri's situation. Her forehead is full of blood and dripped down to her arms and hands. So I grabbed the sterile gauze on their medical bags and carefully lifted her head but in just a little movement it might get more for her. I grabbed  stethoscope from one of the nurses even though my hands are covered in blood then wore it to check her situation. She's still breathing...

Thank you, Lord.

I checked her pulse rate but it's dropping from the normal bpm so I squeezed her hand tightly. "Hey..." My voice was broken. I leaned forward. "H-Hold on. Don't sleep, please?" I whispered to her ear. "A-Aeri-ya... Baby... Wake up for me. Be strong for me. Please." Tears started to fall from my eyes and seeing the woman I used to see laughing, smiling and giggling? Makes me feel like I'm dying.