The Lost Payne

chapter 2 Singing Goodbye to Sofia

(A/N) So I've been super busy lately with softball and basketball practice so my writing might not be that good and if you have any suggestions about the book just leave a comment or message me. :)   

                                                 -Carmen's point of view-

"...only five hours?..." I ask quitely.

"Yes CeCe, I'm sorry but that's all the time we can give you unless you want the fans to break your door down," said the police officer.

"...I'm not CeCe anymore, I'm Carmen now, and this isn't my door anymore...this isn't my home," I replied.

     Five hours?! Five hours?! That's all I get?! How can I leave my entire life behind in five hours? Tears slowly streak down my face, and just like that I'm full out sobbing. I pull out my phone and call the first person or well persons by now I just regard them as one, I call the twins Gina and Carina.

"Hello?" answers Gina

"...Gina * sniff sniff * I need you and Carina here * sniff * fast..." I say.

"Ok we're on our way now," says Gina

"Oh...and you might need to watch out for the mobs...I'll leave my window opened just be careful climbing the tree, we don't need a repeat of freashman year," I tell her letting out a small laugh.

"Hey it's not my fault my foot slipped and I fell out, but really who knew that trying to sneaking you out to a party would end with my breaking an arm and all of us grounded for a month?...and did you say mobs?! WTF IS GOING ON?!" she asks

"Haha just hurry...I have ALOT to fill you in on," I say.

"Ok sweety me and Carina will be there in 30 minutes, bye booboo I love you," she tells me

"Love you to sunshine, bye," I say and hang up.

     I go to my closet and grab my purple and black zebra strip suitcase to start packing with. Within five minutes my suitcase is full with all the clothes I need, I have my 3 favorite dresses, 5 of my favorite sports teams sweatshirts, all my skinny jeans, and most of my t-shirts. In my other suite case I have the two things that I can never live without......all of my hightops and snapbacks...thoose things are my babies and I would die without them. In a big cardboard box I throw in my favorite purple and black zebra strip bedspread, all of my sports trophies and awards, and finally all the pictures of me, some with my old friends from the orphanage, others with my family or well used to be family and the most of all are with me, Gina, and Carina.I'm about to take all my stuff downstairs when I hear Sofia start to cry, I run and grab her rocking her back and forth sothing her. For some reason I've always been the only one able to calm her down, realizing that this could be the last time I put her to sleep I want to do it right. I look at her and start singing Angels by Within Temptation

"Sparkling angel I believe

You are my saviour in my time of need

Blinded by faith I couldn't hear

All the whispers the warnings so clear

I see the angels I lead them to your door

There's no escape now no mercy no more

No remorse cause I still remember the smile when you tore me apart

You took my heart deceived me right from the start

you showed me dreams I wish they'd turn into real

you broke the promise and made me relize

It was all just a lie"

     She feel asleep so I set her down in her down in her crib and give her a kiss on the forehead and turn around to see Niall standing in the doorway watching me with his mouth hanging open.

"Wow," he says, "that was amazing."

"Thanks...I usually don't sing infront of anyone though," I say looking down sort of embarassed.

"Why not? You're amazing," he says, and when I look up at him I can tell in his eyes that he's actually telling the truth.

"I don't know I just don't," I finally say, then my stomach growls really loud,"Hey Niall are you hungry? With all the stuff that's been going on I haven't had time to get a bite to eat."

     He walks up to me and looks me straight in the eyes and say, "Honey, when you get to know me you'll relize I'm always hungry."

"Well come on then let's goooooo!" I yell, " then I turn to him with a smile and say,"I bet you can't eat as much as me." 

     He tilts his head and says"Is that a challenge I hear? Because if it is you are going DOOOOOOOWN!!!"

"Bring it," I say with a smirk, then he grabs my hand and drags me to the kitchen, the touch of his hand sending electrical currents threw my arm. I turn to look at his face and I can see he feels them too.