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chapter 19

Mattia

I blink awake, my eyes squinting against the afternoon light filtering through the curtains. The clock reads 4 PM, and I can't help but smile. It's one of those lazy days where time seems to stretch. I take a deep breath, feeling the warmth of the moment envelop me.

But then it hits me like a punch to the gut-the memories of last night flood back in a rush. Sophia's face, her laughter, and that kiss. Jesus. It was electric, and I can still feel the tingling sensation on my lips. Uhhh, I wish I could rewind time just to linger in that moment a little longer.

I sit up in bed, running a hand through my messy hair, the smile fading as reality sinks in. Did I really kiss her? I never thought I'd do something so reckless, but there was something about her that just drew me in. And now, I can't shake the feeling of regret. I should have savored it more, let it last.

With a resigned sigh, I swing my legs over the side of the bed and plant my feet on the floor. I stand up, the coolness of the wooden floor grounding me. I head over to my closet, pulling open the door to rummage through my clothes. I need to shake off this morning-after haze and figure out what to do next.

As I search for something to wear, I can't help but replay the kiss in my mind. It was spontaneous, wild, and exactly what I didn't know I needed. Fuck. I never wanted it to end. But now, what do I even say to her?

After settling on a simple black tee and some jeans, I make my way to the bathroom. I turn on the shower, letting the steam fill the space. The sound of the water pounding against the tiles is almost soothing, drowning out the chaos in my head.

I step under the warm spray, letting it wash away the remnants of last night and the uncertainty that lingers. I close my eyes and lean against the wall, imagining Sophia's smile and how it lit up the entire room.

Maybe I should talk to her, see where we stand. But what if she thinks it was just a mistake? Uhhh, I really don't want to go there.

As I finish up and grab a towel, I take one last breath, steeling myself for whatever comes next. Time to face the world-and whatever consequences come from that kiss.

I step out of my room, the weight of last night still lingering in my mind, and make my way down the stairs. As I reach the living room, I see my mom lounging on the couch, looking comfy as hell. Without thinking, I walk over and plop my head down on her lap.

She starts playing with my hair, and I can't help but smile. "What's got you all happy today?" she asks, her voice teasing.

"Nothing," I reply, trying to keep it casual, but I can feel my cheeks heat up.

"Hmm, I heard there's a Halloween bus ride tonight. You thinking about going?"

I shrug, trying to play it cool. "I don't know, still thinking about it."

Just then, I hear the creaking of the stairs, and I glance up to see Sophia coming down in a freaking teddy bear pajama set. Ohhh my God, she looks adorable and ridiculous at the same time. I adjust myself, trying to look casual, but she avoids my gaze like it's a plague. Instead, her eyes are glued to Georgia.