Hi my name is Ashley Bir, I'm 17 years old. I love to sing and dance. Everyday I go in my basement and put on a little concert. Until one day everything changes.
*flashback* (Ashley's POV)
10:30 at night
I wake up from a horrible nightmare, I hear my name being used multiple times, I go to eavesdrop of course it's my mom going on and on about how awful and moody I am. She doesn't believe that when I go and do something on my own that I actually do it. Most people don't know but my parents are separated. Which in my opinion is easier to let them get a divorce.
"Ashley just was so moody today, I'm thinking about doubling up her therapist times! She got an D on her last science quiz! She says she does not want to do dance team anymore. She says that she can't get all A's..." My mom says. This is all I hear from my parents negative things on how I can become better.
*flashback over*
I run into my bathroom crying. I haven't cut in a while but I think I may start again. I am so depressed lately!!
I walk into my shower and find my razor I take it and scrape it across my wrists multiple times. I really missed the pain. After I was done I rinsed off my razor from the blood, and rinsed my wrist off then wrapped it in the sling that's supposed to help me not cut.
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Beep beep beep
Ugh! School great where I can go. Only one more month til I turn 18 and don't have to live with the constant nagging of my parents.
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"Hey, remember when we used to be friends?" Jessica yelled at me as I walk in. I only have two friends Austin Mahone (yes the boy from YouTube) and Jake Deddalay . I meet them by my locker every morning.
"Hey dudes!" I say
"Hey ash wanna ditch school today?" Austin suggests
"Leggo!! I mean my parents might get mad but YOLO!!!" I say shaking my hand revealing my cuts. Jake and Austin look a little disappointed. From all the depression I cut, am anorexic, and have Bulimia. Well that's my story so. Sorry for the emotional moment.
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Sorry for the wilted chapter. Comment and vote
Chapter 2: Just Little Mixified
Ash P.O.V
Skipping school was fun, I went to the nurse and then she said I was sick, so she let me drive myself home. Since homeroom hadnʼt started yet, Jake and Austin pay for their own school and share an apartment. We went to the woods where we normally go to study and do homework. Both boys know that I dance, so they told me that they would only let me go if i showed them my most recent dance I made up.
The music starts to play,
I'm gonna pick up the pieces,
And build a Lego house
If things go wrong we can knock it down
My three words have two meanings, There's one thing on my mind It's all for you
And it's dark in a cold December, but I've got you to keep me warm If you're broken I will mend you and I'll keep you sheltered from the storm that's raging on now
I'm out of touch, I'm out of love
I'll pick you up when you're getting down
And out of all these things I've done I think I love you better now I'm out of sight, I'm out of mind
I'll do it all for you in time
And out of all these things I've done I think I love you better now
I'm gonna paint you by numbers
And colour you in
If things go right we can frame it and put you on a wall
And it's so hard to say it but I've been here beforeNow I'll surrender up my heart And swap it for yours
I'm out of touch, I'm out of love
I'll pick you up when you're getting down
And out of all these things I've done I think I love you better now I'm out of sight, I'm out of mind
I'll do it all for you in time
And out of all these things I've done I think I love you better now
Don't hold me down
I think my braces are breaking, and it's more than I can take
And it's dark in a cold December, but I've got you to keep me warm If you're broken I will mend you and I'll keep you sheltered from the storm that's raging on now
I'm out of touch, I'm out of love
I'll pick you up when you're getting down
And out of all these things I've done I think I love you better now I'm out of sight, I'm out of mind
I'll do it all for you in time
And out of all these things I've done I think I love you better now
I'm out of touch, I'm out of love
I'll pick you up when you're getting down
And out of all these things I've done I will love you better now.
I finish the dance and realize that four girls were standing behind Austin and Jake. They realize that i spotted them, so they started running, I ran after them. They ran off and i could not catch up to them.
"What was that?" Jake and Austin say in unison as I'm walking back.
"I don't know I just saw the girls after I finished dancing so I ran after them" I reply.
"Ok, well they were whispering and we figured it was just the music side noises" Austin says.
"They sounded British, like four girls" Jake said.
"What if that was Little Mix!?!?!?" I say."Ash why would Little Mix be in the woods unless they are stocking you, or little Mahone over here" Jake said pointing to Austin.
Well it was 5:30 it takes me about 30 minutes to get home, and dinner is at 6:00.
"Guys i gotta go, sorry" I said.
"Ok, see ya in school tomorrow" Austin said.
I left and started to drive off. I turned on the radio.
"Breaking News, Little Mix is doing research, their tour is postponed" The guy on the radio said. Hmm, I thought to myself.
I kept driving and got home to find a note: 'Ashley Marie Bir, our family is taking Nat and Brookie to Chicago, sorry you couldn't come. Maybe next time, figured your 17 so you can take care of yourself. -Mom and Dad'
To Austin and Jake: Mom and Dad are leaving me home alone!! Ill be home alone for a month! Ah!
From Jake: Yes! Movie Marathon at ur place??
From Austin: I agree, I'll bring pizza how about 8:30?
To Austin and Jake: Yep see ya then.
I finished texting them and decided to go into the basement where we had a dance floor and bars put in for my 16th b-day. There is a room that I am forbidden to go into. I go down and put my phone on the speaker. 'Stay' comes on and I stretch, then I put my DNA CD, and play 'Change Your Life' making up a dance as I go, and singing along. I think that I hear gasps but I figure it's just my imgination. I go upstairs and shower, singing there too. I put on my Minion shirt and basketball shorts. I head downstairs and make popcorn, then coming up the stairs of the basement is...
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