Give me a sign, something that tells me it's still worth going on.
I don't know what to do anymore, it's like I've somehow forgotten everything and everyone but you.
I'm just waiting till I can see you again. I wait, and wait, and wait, and wait.
I'm waiting for something to happen.
Something quick and painless.
I can't think. When I'm called on in class I simply just stare, it's not like I can do anything else.
In the night I stare blankly at the ceiling, making shapes and creatures in the darkness. I feel so tired yet I'm so awake, so aware, so conscious. Maybe I'm too awake, too aware, too conscious.
My body is starting to give up on me. It's not doing what I want it to anymore. I can fix it for a little while, but I don't have enough band-aids to cover it all.
Good thing I have cats,
even if I didn't,
it's not like anyone would notice anyways.
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𝔦 𝔥𝔞𝔡 𝔰𝔬 𝔪𝔲𝔠𝔥 𝔩𝔢𝔣𝔱 𝔱𝔬 𝔰𝔞𝔶 || 2min
Historia CortaTW: suicide , heavy angst A story where Seungmin leaves and Leeknow doesn't know why. (leeknows pov.)
