I just wanted to love you. I wanted to be the one that was able to call you mine, and I would be yours.
I never should've let you go alone, I knew you weren't in a good place. I don't know why I thought you wouldn't do it.
Maybe it was because I thought you were more stable than that,
or maybe it was because I thought I was enough for you.
It's too cold down here, and you're not here to keep me warm anymore.
My eyes are starting to get heavy.
Sometimes I wonder if this is how you were feeling all along, you were just so good at hiding it.
I sat on a bench under the bridge to Terabithia.
You used to come here when things would get too hard, too overwhelming, and you'd get high listening to music.
When I would ask you about where you were you would lie and say you went to a coffee shop, and say you smelled like weed because you went into a public restroom.
You said we would do everything together, that we would be honest and never keep secrets.
Why would you say such a wonderful lie?
I thought you trusted me.
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Short StoryTW: suicide , heavy angst A story where Seungmin leaves and Leeknow doesn't know why. (leeknows pov.)