Diary of a Scard Boy

first entery

May 2nd 2011 Dear Diary,

I feel paranoid every night I dream about the same thing, I see something and these dreams aren't like dreams. I know I'm there, I can feel everything but it is not vivid dreams I can feel pain. I can't wake myself up, it is like I am stuck there forever until someone outside of my dreams wakes me, these things want to kill me, I can't even wake up from dying in the dream, when I die in dream it restarts, today at 6 pm something, I saw it in the same spot just like in the dreams. I am thinking about not sleeping to stop the dreams, so I don't have the dreams, so I can feel safer than I do now. This is what I will do for now, but soon I will find out how to stop them very soon.