Lost Angel

C H A P T E R: T H R E E

I stared blankly at the wall, my mind racing with the sudden, overwhelming change that had just been thrust upon me. Three to five business days?! Why the hell would I say that? I needed to process everything, to sort through the chaos in my head. With a sigh, I grabbed my notepad and sat on the edge of my bed, ready to make my trusty pros and cons list.

Pros:

I'm going to have a new life: The idea of starting anew in a completely different environment was thrilling. I could leave behind the mundane routine and embrace something entirely fresh and unknown.

I'll move countries: Moving to Italy sounded like an adventure straight out of a novel. New culture, new language, and an entirely new lifestyle awaited me.

Fresh start: A blank page where I could redefine myself, leave behind any past mistakes or regrets, and become whoever I wanted to be.

Family: I was no longer alone. I had brothers—plural! The thought of having siblings to rely on, confide in, and bond with was both exciting and heartwarming.

Brothers, Plural like oml that's out of a Wattpad book: Seriously, how many people get to live out the fantasy of discovering they have multiple older brothers who are protective, caring, and ready to welcome me into their lives? It was surreal.

Cons:

No mom: The most painful con of all. Leaving my mom behind was unthinkable. She had been my rock, my constant support, and my best friend. How could I live without her?

Restarting everything: Everything I had built here—friends, school, routines—would have to be left behind. I'd have to start from scratch, and that was daunting.

Knowing no one: I'd be moving to a place where I knew absolutely no one except my newfound family. What if we didn't get along? What if I felt even more isolated?

Fresh start: While a fresh start sounded appealing, it also meant letting go of everything familiar and comforting. It was a double-edged sword.

Step mom? Like helllooo...: The idea of having a stepmother was unnerving. Would she accept me? Would she resent me for being a constant reminder of my father's past mistakes?

I put down my pen and looked at the list. The pros were enticing, offering a life full of possibilities and new beginnings. But the cons were heavy, weighing on my heart with the fear of losing everything I held dear.

I felt a tear slip down my cheek as the reality of the situation hit me. My life was at a crossroads, and I had no idea which path to take. 

I looked at the list and besides the list, I trusted my mom. If she asked me to go and i know she's gonna change her mind later, but if she asked me to go that means that there is a reason. It means I should go, It was clear. 

I storm right back out of the room and I see Lorenzo still there drinking chai. 
"Kar liya maine decide" I say in an angry tone. calm down jhanvi. (I have decided)
"Bambina I got none of that other than the word decide" Lorenxo put down the tea and looked at me,
"I said I have decided" Maintaing the same tone. 

"So what is it?" He asked impatient and I could feel my moms eyes on me. 

"I'm going with you" I say firmly my eyes not leaving my mothers, even though I wasn't talking to her.
"If you want to go. I cant stop you but I I totally against it ." My mother spoke.
There I told you she's gonna switch her mind.

A/n: sorry for the short chapter but my life is crazy rn. My bsf is ignoring me and I have tuition and basketball classes and I'm so busy with everything that I barley have time anymore.....
Is it just me or do trios never work out? Maybe I've just not found the right ppl yet.  Anyways so much drama too. My ex trio is now a duo and we had I fight bc I stood up for my now bsf and my now bsf is hanging out with them and ignoring me bc apparently I'm too quiet and boring. Anyways enough of that bit what should I do abt it?
Next part is from enzos pov ♡♡♡♡