T is for Trauma (Book 1)

Chapter Four: Wednesday February 2

It’s been a week and a half since I’ve been home and honestly, I wish I could erase it all and start over. Instead of being with the boy I want to be with, I’m a week deep in a relationship with a teacher for fuck’s sake. I can’t tell anyone who he is so unless asked directly, nobody knows I’m in a relationship. Collingwood knows I have a boyfriend but all I told him is that he’s older and his name is David. He was ecstatic of course because that gives us lunch to be together. We only kiss on occasion and haven’t had sex yet. Part of me longs for him to invite me over and fuck me senseless, but he hasn’t yet. David does enough of that to me though because as I predicted, the relationship is based around sex which partially depresses me.

I took the final drag of my cigarette, threw it on the ground, stomped on it and headed for the house. I’ve been in a sour mood since coming home. Everyone has noticed but nobody has asked why. I won’t tell them either because nobody needs to know how deep my feelings for someone else are. I can’t even go to David’s today because he has Logan. We agreed that I shouldn’t come over there so Ms. Harper wouldn’t catch onto what was going on between us. If she did, she could keep Logan from him or report him for having a relationship with a student. Neither one of us want to take that risk.

When I reached the front porch Josh was sitting in the swing Indian style. He had a joint in his hand, so I froze. I’m honestly glad he got his own dealer because His brothers Chris and Cody and I have been supporting his habit for years. I think he uses Mandy’s boyfriend Freemont. Some of our friends use him and some of them use my dealer. Freemont has tried to offer a discount to those of us who use my dealer, but we’d rather stay loyal to Sean.

“You want to burn?” He asked.

I smiled. “Why of course.”

I sat on the swing with Josh, and he lit the joint. I’ve been smoking weed for three and a half years now and have no plans on stopping unless I get pregnant. I’m on birth control so pregnancy isn’t an issue. I’m going to stay on birth control until I graduate college. There’s enough teen pregnancy in this town and I don’t want to be a part of those statistics.

****Are you enjoying this story? This is only the beginning of a 9 book series! This series is my baby and my proudest accomplishment. Also the series 'That Snall Tiwn' are all stories (except one) that take place after the series.

Anyway! What are Ally & Josh going to talk about? Will people find out she's with a teacher? Will she get a chance to be with Chris? Will she maintain the plan of not getting pregnant?

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