The worker // FREENBECKY

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BECKY POV

Lingling: Come to Royal West Hospital, riley had an allergic reaction

I nearly crashed my car when I read that message I was driving home with Orm, I turned my car and drove to the direction of the hospital as my heart drops.

I can't ever leave riley now, now she's mine I don't give a fuck, Irin fucked up big time weather it was a mistake or not, you have to be dumb as fuck to give your daughter nuts.

Once Orm and I are in the hospital we're met with lingling, Noey, Freen and Irin's parents. There are two other elderly people but I don't recognise them and right now I couldn't give a fuck who they were.

"HOW COULD YOU LET HER EAT NUTS, SHES ALLERGIC" I screamed at Freen I jumped on her, as I tugged on the collar of her shirt, her eyes were red and her eyes were watering.

"It was me Becky, she didn't know" Irin tries to stop it and Freen looks at me and I just fall into her arms as I sob heavily into her chest, she holds me tight whilst she kisses my forehead.

"It's okay she'll be okay she's strong okay" she tries to calm me down even though she's terrified herself, and being back in her arms is where I belong I know that after suffering so much without her.

I need to be here because this is my family and I can never let something like this occur again, if I lost riley I will live in regret for the rest of my life for failing her as a protector, it's sad that this was my wake up call.

"We heard about riley, we came as fast as possible" my parents run in panicking but I don't even pay attention to them, I'm on the verge of passing out, oh god if riley doesn't make it I don't know what I would do to myself.

I'll live my life with regret, I failed her so badly, all she wanted was me and freen in one house to love her, I know what she told lingling and dara, I know what she wants and I made it impossible. It isn't because I am gonna fight for her and I'm gonna visit her and not give a shit what Irin says.

It's been 20 minutes, I've been sobbing in Freen's arms for so long, I've not communicated with anyone and neither has freen.

She just holds me and kisses my head every few minutes. "Are you okay?" I whisper as I look up at her, she nods as she wipes my eyes with her thumbs "Are you okay?" She whispers back at me.

"I just want her to be okay" I respond as I wrap my arms around her, the hospital is full of our sniffles especially mine and freen's this is how it feels as a mother, I know that for sure because I feel as if I could practically kill myself over this.

I am never letting her go again I promise myself this, after today I'm gonna be there for her for the rest of my life.

"Becky eat something" Freen whispers to me we have been sitting here for an hour now.

"I don't want to" I shake my head but she begins caressing my hair.

"Hi, so riley will be fine, she's just taking a rest, we managed to get her to breathe thoroughly and you'll be able to see her soon" the man says to Freen and I.

"Thank you thank you thank you so much" Freen pulls the Doctor in for a hug and he smiles as he hugs her back

"No worries, she wants her mommy and she said if becbec is there she wants her there as well" the man points out and then everyone looks at us.

She isn't mad at me. She still loves me as much as I love her.

I run into riley's room whilst Freen and I hold hands, we run in there and riley's sitting there weak as hell, she looks so tired but I begin sobbing as I pull her into my arms.

"My baby, becbec's so sorry she won't ever leave you again okay" I sob as I hold her

"I missed you becbec" she hugs me tighter as I leave a big kiss on her cheek.

"I missed you too, I'm so happy your okay, god if anything ever happened to you I don't know what I would do" I caress her face, I'm so happy to see her

"Becbec" Riley whispers as she looks at me

"Yes" I respond

"I'm not allowed to say this but I need to say it because when you went away I felt bad I didn't ask" she looks at Freen and Freen looks at her confused as if she doesn't know what riley is talking about and then she realises

"Riley no" Freen cautiously says as she caresses riley's hair

"Tell me what you wanna say" I look at them both

"I want you to be my mom" she whisper.

Well riley is not stupid as her mommy Freen is🥺