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BECKY POV

"I Becky Armstrong take the I'm Jaebum to be my lawfully wedded husband" I smile at my handsome husband.

Our daughter stands there on the side, I had her just a year ago, she looks just like me and I named her nia, she's beautiful.

(JOKING GUYS, DON'T CRY)

IRIN POV

"So will you finally let me take you out on that date" Noey says as she smirks at me, over the past two months us two have been hanging around together a lot, she's my best friend but she's been here for me when no one else has, she's helped me when Freen wasn't here for me and helped me bust Freen's ass.

"Noey, how long have you felt this way?" My eyes widen with surprise

"The day I first met you, since school, when you married Freen that night irin I can't explain to you, my heart it shattered into pieces" she sighs and I couldn't believe I threw a blind eye to noey and she was there for me all the time even when the world was against me or when I lost everything she was here, she saw the good in me when I was bad.

"Since school, noey" I gasp

"I know and as fucked up as this sounds, when you and Freen had your divorce I was the happiest woman alive, I felt like it was fate, I didn't marry or move on from you Irin just give me a chance" she sighs as she cups my face, this is all brand new for me

She looks at me with her eyes widen as she waits for my response.

I chuckle lightly as I shake my head in shock "yes"

"Yes? Are you sure?" She smiles widely

"Yes, yes, how can I not? your here for me all the time, and I'm so stupid for being blind to it" I smile as I pull her in for a hug

"And I'm gonna make sure riley is loved by me completely don't you worry about that" she carries me as she spins me around

Maybe this is what I needed, to leave Becky and Freen alone and move on with someone who's given me their heart completely. Freen and I already divorced it happened after the big fight me and Freen had and she left the house after one week I got the divorce paper.i think now is the right time to let her completely go.Noey is what I needed and I'm willing to work together to make this work.

For my sake and riley's and hopefully I could be a good mom because I lack a lot, I don't even know my own daughters birthday as bad as it sounds
I've just not given my 100% to my daughter like I probably should but maybe motherhood isn't for me just yet, or maybe I let what has happened between Freen and I get between us so much that I can't really fix what I destroyed between riley and I. That's trust, safety and love. Something I don't give her enough.

I need to work on it.

Remembering that her and Freen loved to bake cakes together I decide I'll do that today.

"Noey, riley's coming back from school I say we bake a cake with her?" I smile widely

"Yeah that sounds like a good idea should we go and buy the ingredients" Noey asks

"Yes let's go" I take noey's hand and leave to collect the ingredients.

Once we're done we collect riley from school and take her home, I help her change as we begin baking the cake together.

It was honestly quite awkward, riley didn't speak much but she was happy to bake a cake and she knew exactly what to do.

"Go and have a bath whilst we put the cake in the oven" I say as I take her upstairs and help fill her bath water once I'm back down I add a few more ingredients before I put the cake in the oven.

"She'll warm up to us soon" I smile at noey who nods and wraps her arms around me

"I hope so" she leans her shoulder on my chin

"god you don't know how long I've been waiting to just hold you like this" she whispers

"We have so much more time together" I respond

"Is riley okay up there?" Noey asks

"Yeah let me go get her" I respond as
I run up to help her, once she's dressed and clean we cut the cake and eat it together.

"This is amazing, riley you are a professional" I smile as I take a bite of the cake.

"Yeah i love baking cakes" she smiles as she takes another bite

Then all of a sudden she stops, the plate falls to the floor and noey and I look up to see her face red as ever, she nearly passes out but noey holds on to her.

Then we realise she's breathing still.

"We need to take her to the hospital" Noey shouts, all I do is panic and run with noey to the hospital.

What the fuck has happened.

I begin running as fast as possible and help noey get in the car, as noey drives I hold riley and call Freen as I sob.

"FREEN,FREEN ,FREEN, RILEY SHE PASSED OUT, she just passed out" I scream on the phone

All I heard was screaming and panicking on the other side, she asks me what hospital riley is in, she's clearly with lingling and now we're rushing to the hospital.

Once we are there the doctors rush riley into the operating room and we just wait outside.

"WHERE IS SHE WHERE IS SHE?" Freen and lingling come running as they panic and look scared as hell.

"She's in the operating room" I sigh as I burst into tears

"WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED?" She panics as she walks back and forth as she sighs.

"We just baked a cake and all of a sudden she was eating it we were enjoying it and she just turned red and passed out" i panickly shout

What the fuck happened I don't understand.

"DID YOU ADD NUTS TO THE CAKE?" Freen shouts at me

Noey and I added a bit more decoration towards the end.

"We did, is she allergic?" I gasp

"HOW THE FUCK DIDN'T YOU KNOW OUR DAUGHTER IS ALLERGIC TO NUTS?" She shouts at me like she's drunk, everyone turns and looks at us and I know I've fucked up big time.

I deserve this, how could I have not known, riley came out of me and I was so selfish.

"If my daughter dies you are gonna fucking be dead too" she growls as she points at me but lingling pulls her back to calm her down.

I'm the worst mother ever.

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