"i love you, im sorry." PT1

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by yogirlshhh1010

by yogirlshhh1010

MARYAM/RIRI
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me and Juanna made our way to science stopping at DT toilets and per usual Tiara and Brianna were already there,

"broooo it smells of cherry ice so bad in here fuckin helllllll" i exaggerated coughing whilst Bri just blew the smoke in my face, one odd person.

we had a good laugh for a few minutes touching up our lip combos and fixing up our hair,

i appreciated the girls weren't bringing it up constantly and were trying to distract me, even though it wasn't really working as well.

"All jokes aside are you good?" tee seemed so genuinely concerned but tbh ion wanna spend all day today worrying over Sammy even though it was eating me up alive,
"yeah bby ima pattern him it's ok" i smiled and she returned it with a cute luh hug suffocating me.
"ym lets go science Lydia's waiting for us bless her" Jua spoke up breaking the silence,
we all agreed and made our way to science.
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JAMIE
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"HEY SIRRRRR" Juanna squealed walking thru the door launching herself in her seat next to me, followed by Bria, Tee and Riri, they sat on the same row as me and jayden at the far back.

Everyone was chatting doing the lil starter task on the board whilst Juanna was pretty much threatening to kill me and put my head on a stick the whole time, "you're in deep shit uno."
she muttered, "nigha i didn't know anything about Maryam not wanting sammy to smoke"
i sighed in defense.

but it was clear she didn't care, no one did but tbf at the end of the day he's the only one that should be getting verbally abused, not me! shi im just the clueless one in this situation.

Ten minutes went past and no one spoke of the situation again although the tension between sammy and Maryam was saying enough.

"Guys deadass how tf do giraffes have sexual inter course, cuh i saw on tiktok they do it w their long ass necks uno-" Riri spoke up, everyone started pissin themselvessss.
To think this girl was dying of sadness n anger not even 20 minutes ago💀

"BMT WHATS WRONG W YOU" Jayden shouted in disgust ,

"nahhh if i was a giraffe i'd definitely be swinging my neck in Tiaras direction." haroon added, everyone gave him a dirty look but Tee, "dw bae i would too," she smirked. Brianna fake gagged and so did Manny.

"EWWW yall gay asfffffff" Lydia added, "ho you just mad you single," Haroon clapped back being sassy ash putting his fingers in the air,
"yhyh whateverrrr"

everyone was pretty much either having the dumbest conversations or arguing over random shit, it was absolute jokessss.
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SAMUEL/SAMMY
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There was 5 minutes till lesson ends and my mind was still racing over wtf ima say to Riri after skl even tho that was hours away.
i'm aware i've fucked up real badddd, cz everyone was right this is much deeper than it seems.

i don't even have a reason or good enough excuse, ima just have to apologise and do what i'm good at (flirting my way outta shit).

The bell rang and everyone made their way to the canteen which was packeddddd, Brianna and Manny went on a solo quest, some obsessive ahh niggas.

Tee, Juanna, riri and Lydia were all sat a different table most likely talking about sum girly shit or planning our day out on friday,
can't wait for that icl, our group is active in and out of skl, #badbiddytoolitty.

I was high key zoned out thinking about what ima wear on friday but then snapped out of it when i realised i was just staring and Riri the whole time, i tried smiling at her but she didn't blink or show any emotion. Just a cold, blank stare.

Everytime i distract myself i remember how badly i've fucked up w how i acted towards her n wha i did.

i groaned out loud leaning my head back in response to all the overthinking in my head causing JJ to jus laugh n say
"no way nighas bussing a nut under than table" i just laughed n said, "shut up ho."

(A/N i give my characters the nigha pass leave me alone.)