My life was great for 4 years. But then my dad started hurting me. He put me in preschool because he didn't want me to turn out to be a "retarded" child when I grew up. My mother tried to stop him from hurting me but.....he just started hurting both of us. I don't really understand why he did it in the first place- although he had said something to me when I was younger that I don't recall. All I remember is what he said to my mother. "You are nothing but a horrible mother and wife you bitch!!" Dad said. I hate my name because he is the one who came up with it. Ally-is my name. I really hate saying it. I heard my mom screaming "STOP! STOP! PLEASE STOP I DIDNT DO ANYTHING!" I felt so helpless towards my mother because dad didn't let me go near her when he was beating her. I was next. He hurts me in the way that I have bruises all over my body. He does it on the parts where nobody can see it- so nobody sees it when I go to school. I tried calling the police but he just hurt me even more. "OW!! Dad stop it hurts! I will do it, ok, I will do it!" I said. You are probably wondering what I'm talking about. He told me to to give him oral sex. I didn't like it at all and when I said no he just started to hurt me even more. I told him I would do it.....just so he would stop punching me continually on the stomach area. After he finished I went into the bathroom and washed my mouth out. "You are a sick person, dad! I hate you! I hate you!" I yelled. The next day I had school. I walked there because my mom was still in bed- unable to move. My dad makes me run home everyday because if I didn't he would hurt me more and more everyday if I was late getting home. I told mom what my father made me do to him- she marched over to him and slapped him across the face.
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It was my 17th birthday. I didn't have a party of course. My mother had time to go out and get me a gift but when my dad saw it all wrapped, he took it and smashed the box. I cried so hard because it was whay I wanted my whole life- a glass souvenir. I didn't know what else to do but cry and cry and cry. My mother tried to comfort me but my dad took her to the corner and I heard him say, "if you lay one hand on her I will kill you and her. YOU GOT IT!?!?" I just sat there watching him yell and hit her. There was nothing I could do.....but just watch. I didn't want to get hurt again so when I turned 18 I left. My mother came with me. "I'm glad we are leaving honey, and I'm glad I get to leave with you to get away from your horrible father." Mom said. "Why did you even marry him mom? He's such an asshole. I mean I know you probably loved each other very much when you met but...her turned into a complete jerk!" I said. Mom looked at me and nodded with agreement. "Ally, baby- you are the daughter I always wished for. I've always wanted a daughter and when I found out I was pregnant with you, I was happy, but your father wasn't. He said he didn't want a child." She said. Then why did you and dad have unprotective interaction? I thought. Mom must have read my mind because she said, "Oh, Ally. It's a long story to tell. YouYour father wanted to have unprotective sex because he didn't want to use protection. He didn't say why." Mom said. I was so confused at this point. "Dad is a freak and he deserves to go to jail mom. Don't you realize this? He's been hurting both of us for more than 9 years! It's not fair for either of us!" I finally said. I had to get these words out before I exploded everywhere. We left when my dad was sleeping. I'm pretty sure he has noticed by now because he usually gets up around midnight to torture us. My mom and I found a hotel to stay at for the night. This was great because I would have had the best sleep over ever had in all these years.
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The next morning my mom got a call from my dad. "Hello?" She answered. Why the hell would you answer the freaking phone mom?!? I thought. "No we just went to the store...I swear...we will be back home in 20 minutes. Ok. But I don't understand wh-" my mom stopped talking and started to sob. She continued by saying "I swear if you threaten us again I will call the police on you, you fucking prick. And you will rot in there for the rest of your life........Go do yourself, you bitch!!" My mom said, screaming her lungs out. I felt proud of her for standing up to dad. "You did a good job mom. I'm proud of you." I said. Mom just took my arm and we started to run like hell. Why aee we running? Its not like hes following us. I thought to myself as I look back. Oh, crap he is following us!! All I could think of doing was running for my life. I grabbed my mom's hand and started running faster. I was out of breath but I didn't care I just wanted to get out of reach from my psychotic father. We found a corner and turned it. "Why does dad keep trying if he knows we will find a way to escape?" I asked my mom. She just shook her head trying to catch her breath. I was scared for our lives because somehow my fatherfather knew about our plan for escaping his horrid hands. First he abused us and then makes me do oral sex on him...nasty because I'm his daughter not his freakimg girlfriend. Me and mom heard him coming closer so we began running again. We heard him turn the corner and he got me because I wasn't running fast enough. "Got you, you little slut!" His words made chills go up and down my spine, scaring me to death. "How am I a slut in the first place asshole?!?" I shouted. His response made me want to slap him like mom did but I wasn't in access of my hands. He said, "because your the one who sucked me baby....don't you remember?" I spit in his face and said back "you are a sick psychotic bitch! You hear me!!! I didn't do it volunteerally you made me so don't be calling me a slut for doing so!ethimg I didn't even want to do you bastard!!" He threw me to the ground as I watched my mom keep running. "You traitor!!! Your leaving me hear alone you bitch!!!" My mom just kept running leaving me and my dad. My dad dragged me out of the valley and someone spotted him and called the police. I was happy when the person did that. When my father finnaly gets arrested I will be free of his nasty hurting touches. The guy who called the police came over to us and punched my dad out. Thank god!!! I thought. He helped me up and right then and there I wrapped my arms around him knowing I have just been saved by this complete stranger. He was kinds cute. Once the police finnaly came my dad was taken into custody and was sentenced to life when we went to court. I was finally free of all his shit. After court got out I yelled to my father, "Have fun rotting in prison you bastard! Hope you go to hell." Saying those words made me feel relieved and good. The guy who saved my life came over to me and asked if I would like to go to his apartment to relax for however long I needed. I, of course, agreed.
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His apartment was amazing. When we got there I got into the shower and got dressed and went to bed cause I was pooped. A day like this deserved a lot of sleep.
