Just as i thought it would all get better

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I feel so weird.. I love Sarah
But her and John b? I just can't imagine it..

I have to see the Pogues...

"I'm gonna smoke a cigarette okay?" I say

"Sure! I'll see you later" she replies and walks off to her room

I walk outside and light my cigarette.

It's then that I  notice what a mess the house is
He better not expect me to help cleaning.

As I smoke my cig i wonder if I should call the Pogues I want to know if the break up will influence our friendship..

You know what? Fuck it I'll just go there..

"There you are"

Rafe walks up to me and sits next to me

"Hi sorry for just walking off, Sarah wanted to talk to me.."

He grabs my cigarette pack from the table and pulls one out

"Hey!" I snap at him

"Too late" he says while lighting it up

"Dickhead" I say with a smile

"That's a new one" he chuckles

"Does Sarah know?" He asks while looking me in the eyes and blowing out some smoke

"Yeah but I explained what happend so she's not mad anymore" I tell him

"Alright" he responds

I still need a way to go to the Pogues but I don't wanna go with Sarah I need to talk to the Pogues on my own.

I can't ask Rafe to drop me off, I mean that would ruin all my changes.

Suddenly a idea pops in my head.. rafe's bike

"Rafe" I say looking him in the eyes and then inhaling my cigarette

"Yeah?"

"Please let me borrow your bike" I ask bluntly with a smile on my face

He laughs
He's definitely saying yes

"No" he responds

Damn

"Ohh come on pleaseee I have to get some stuff from John b's" I plead

"I'll drop you off"

He can't

"No the Pogues can't know I hang out with you" I say

That sounded way to rude but it's the truth.

"Why" he asks acting clueless

He knows Damn well why

"You know why" I say gazing at the ground

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