Alpha King Jeon Jungkook || TZUKOOK

CHAPTER 49

~ TZUYU'S POV~

"What does it feel like to be free?" I asked him after experiencing the chilly silence for almost ten minutes.

He didn't say anything at all. He was just staring ahead while thinking but I don't know what's going on in his mind. Maybe, he's thinking about killing me and getting rid of me because I'm being so annoying to him. He asked me a few times to stay away from him and shut up earlier but here I am, still talking to him even though he didn't utter a word for me. I need to get Jungkook back, and for that, I have to learn about the personality of Jungkook.

"Do you need me to chop your mouth or would you shut up?"

I couldn't help but chuckle hearing him. It's really surprising to get to know that a man like Jungkook had this kind of personality in him. I moved and looked into his eyes cupping his face again.

"I'm not going to shut up. I'm talking to my husband and I won't shut my mouth" I raised my eyebrows at him. His eyes are cold and vicious. He still hadn't accepted me. He's looking at me with annoyance and I am annoying him. But that doesn't matter at all because I need him to turn back to his real self and give up on this personality.

"That's the biggest mistake he has made! Getting married to a fucking annoying woman!"

He growled at me. I pressed my lips together and stared at his handsome face. Why would he say things like that? Jungkook didn't make a mistake. He married me because he liked me and this random personality can't blame him for anything.

"Since I'm so annoying to you, why don't you let him out? After all, he married me and didn't find me annoying. If you want to be free from me just let him out" I said. I don't know whether my words angered him even more or not but that's what I need. I want to have the real Jungkook back, not a personality.

"Ha... why would I? I will just fucking kill you. Killing you is better than letting him out and getting trapped in him again. A fucking dumb woman won't understand" he's using all the insulting words to talk to me and what should I do? I can't say anything to him since he's not my Jungkook.

"But still you won't kill me" I sighed trying to move away from him but he held my waist tightly and pulled me to his embrace lowering his head near my neck. Goosebumps appeared in me... this is something that Jungkook always does. He always kisses my neck. He starts the day kissing my neck and now this personality is also doing it.

My heart raced inside of me. If he remembers the things Jungkook does, that means he's in there. I bit my lower lip and arched my neck giving him access to kiss me as he pleased but suddenly something I didn't expect happened. I felt a sharp piercing pain in my neck. I hissed and placed my hands in his chest wanting to push him away but he was holding me tighter and I couldn't move away. My heart shattered as I felt him sucking my blood. Why? Why is he drinking blood like this?

"Let go," I said wanting to be free from him but he tightened the grip he had around my waist giving me no chance to escape from him.

"Ah.... It hurts! Jungkook let me go!" I gripped his hair and pulled his head backward. What I did caused him to stop doing it and look at me. The red eyes were glowing and there was a smirk playing on his lips. The lips were covered with my blood. He licked his lips and smiled widely with a few words.

"Delicious. I wonder if that pussy of yours will taste like this too."

My heart was hammering against my chest as I looked at him. Am I running after a mirage? Am I just running after a mirage thinking that I would be able to get Jungkook back? That sudden thought in my head broke me completely and I moved away from him touching my neck. I can feel the blood dripping down from my neck. I chewed the inside of my cheek and stared at his handsomely vicious face. What am I going to do now? What am I just going to do about this? Do I have to let go? But no... how can I let go when I see him? I felt my eyes getting watered and I lowered my eyes immediately before he saw. I took some time to control my tears and once I was done, I again faced him.

"Why are you drinking blood?" I found my voice was already broken. How can I take him to my children if he's this dangerous?

"How can I not drink blood when it's my favorite food? The blood gives me strength." I had no idea how to control myself after I heard something like that. Blood gives him strength? What kind of ridiculous statement was that? We aren't vampires to get fed by blood and enjoy blood.

Most importantly how can he have strength by having blood? I don't understand. He's a werewolf, not a vampire. I didn't say anything anymore, I just stared at him with confusion. How can I understand him? How can I just find a way to fix him back?

"Why? Are you scared of me now? Sucking your blood made you scared? Fine... so good... now fuck off but... I will find you when I got free from these fucking chains. I want to try drinking your blood while fucking you. That would be so fucking amazing..." He chuckled with an evil smile and licked his lips again.

"Before you can get free from these chains, I'll make sure that you will go back to where you belong!" With that, I turned to leave. Staying closer to him will do nothing. I have to go to Sana and ask for help. I don't know if she would have agreed to help me or not because we didn't have a good time together. But I am helpless and I have to go to meet her. However, when I think about going to the forest alone, that makes me feel crazy. How can I even walk alone through that forest? But for him, I have to take a risk.

"Hey... I'm hungry! Get me food." I stopped walking and turned to look at him as he said that. Is he hungry? I thought he had filled his stomach by drinking my blood. He raised one brow and gave me a meaningful glare.

"Why? Didn't my blood fill you up?" I know that I'm teasing his patience but he deserved it. He's such a jerk and he deserved it!

"Not much because you moved away from me. If you remained like that, I could've filled my stomach with your sweet blood" Still being a jerk! I said nothing but left the room shutting the door with a loud bang. I heard his chuckle as I left.

Coming out of the room, I let out a deep sigh. I leaned against the wall and closed my eyes. My heart is aching... why did we fall into a situation like this? "Tzuyu, time to go home. Don't bring yourself here until I summon you, okay?" I immediately paid my attention to Grandpa.

He was already there looking at me with a warning. Don't bring me here again? But I want to come. I want to see him although he's not the same person as he was before. His personality might have changed but he's still my husband. He's still my mate.

"He didn't hurt me... please... don't make me stay away from him. I think... I think Jungkook is still in there and we can get him." I felt myself going to cry again. I felt my tone was broken and pleading. I'm so pathetic but I couldn't help it. I don't mind becoming pathetic for him. I just love him so much and my children need their father.

"Didn't hurt you? Then what about your bleeding neck? He drank your blood, didn't he? Having your blood will give him nothing but strength. The demon will be stronger and it will be a disaster to all of us! Do you understand me? Keep your emotions and feelings back and be corporate with what I say!" I walked away from the door and stopped at the staircase and then I faced Grandpa. I didn't want Jungkook to hear anything he said... that's why I walked away. He's still Jungkook. Either a demon or a personality was there.

"I'm sorry Alpha but you can't ask me to keep my feelings and emotions away... I love him and I... I just love him so much. You might not understand the feelings I have for him. Ayaan and Yuna need their daddy, and so do I. Maybe I can find a way if I talk with him and spend time with him. I've been dying to see him and please don't do this to me..." Alpha Lee Dong Wook clenched his jaws and then stepped closer to me as he stared at me with various emotions and anger anger-filled gaze. His eyes were bright and clear but the emotions in them were unclear.

"You know what? I sometimes wonder if I have gone back to the past and dragged Jungkook's mother here! Because you are just a clone of hers! Stupid, emotional, madly in love with your husband, and fucking stubborn! You think your emotions are the priority here and that destroys everything! Do you want to destroy my grandson? I lost my son because of a woman and am I going to do the same for my grandson?" His words stabbed the deep core of my heart and I lowered my head with tears.

"He married you ignoring me and he even had a second child with you. But do you have any fucking idea that he was becoming weak because he's scared to lose you? You added a great weakness to him by entering his life!"

To be Continued...