Alpha King Jeon Jungkook || TZUKOOK

CHAPTER 50

"Luna.... Finally, you are back... she's been crying."

As soon as I entered the house, Nayeon came to me with Yuna and she was crying so badly. I was away for a little while and she must be hungry already. I took her into my arms and went back to my room as I began to feed her. While I was feeding, my mind was filled with Jungkook. I was only thinking about him but Grandpa's painful words also roamed in my mind adding more pain to my heart. Why do things happen in that way? I pressed my lips together and endured the burning pain in my chest as I tried to calm myself down watching my baby girl drinking milk.

Look how adorable she is... I need to get Jungkook's real self back, however, I have no idea how to do it. I want to go to Sana but how? I don't even know how to find her. Last time it was Jungkook who took me there and how can I just go alone?

"Luna, I made you a coffee. You look so tired..." Nayeon entered the room with a cup of coffee. She looked concerned and worried. She placed the coffee on the nightstand and sat on the edge of the bed looking at me. I know that she wants to know why I was late... she wants to know what I saw there and where I went. Her curiosity has risen for sure.

"Where did you go, Luna?" She asked the question. I can tell her where I went but how can I explain to her what happened?

"I went home... My wolf wanted to go there so l had to take her" I answered. Nayeon's eyes widened and she stared at me for a moment as if she was so stunned to hear me saying that to her. She doesn't have to be surprised. Where else would I go if it wasn't home?

"Luna... Luna, you know that you shouldn't go there... What was happening there? What if those traitors saw you? This is not simple..." She began to speak. I can't blame her for saying those things because I did something risky. When I was asked not to leave the house, I left but if I didn't go there, how am I going to find out that Jungkook is alive? I would've suffered all alone thinking about him but now I know that he's here even though he's changed. So going there is not a thing that I will ever regret.

"I know... but you know what? Jungkook isn't dead! He's alive! He was there... I saw him with my own eyes! Not your Jin or Alpha Lee Dong-Wook informed me! I'm glad I went there! If not, I would still be suffering from his death but now I know that he's alive!" Nayeon's face turned both serious and shocked. I expected this expression from her. She didn't ask me anything, she just watched me with the same face.

"Wh-What do you mean... Luna?" her lips mumbled. What did I mean? I meant that he's alive but I don't know how to explain that to her. I don't know how to explain to her about Jungkook's situation.

"It's complicated, Nayeon... I don't want to talk about it now. I will tell you later when my mind is calm." I don't want to pull myself to explain everything. Nayeon wanted to know what happened but she respected what I said as she got up and left the room. I'm glad... As she left, Ayaan jogged into the room and got onto the bed. When I saw him, my mind drifted back to where I met Jungkook earlier.

The red eyes... blood... No! No! Don't think about that part... it only makes my body shudder. I moved my hands and caressed Ayaan's face as he rested his head on my lap and gently stroked his little sister's leg. Looking at both of my children, I can think about one thing and it's getting Jungkook back to us. I need him to be with us! He should be with his children. Think... just think... I can find a way to get him back if I think about it better. With that thought in my mind, I leaned against the headboard of the bed and closed my eyes. As soon as I closed my eyes my mind filled with his images, Most importantly, how rude he looked when he looked at me. He just looked as if he wanted to kill me there but still, I knew he wouldn't do it.

"Mommy... Where is... daddy?" my eyes opened. They immediately found Ayaan's little face. He was looking at me with a sad expression. He misses his daddy, doesn't he?