What Goes Up Must Come Down

Chapter One (maybe)

Balloon looked out from his window, he sighed as tears fell from his face. "Why... Why are you doing this?.."

He let tears go down his face, they dripped down his face landing on the windowsill. Balloon walked over to his obvious unkempt bed OJ gave him, laying down on it curled up on it confused.

"I don't deserve this... I don't deserve to be treated so... so bad! Taco was basically forgiven and boom shes let in, then I apologize and- and look where's that got me!! In a room where the window doesn't work and the bed clearly needs to be thrown out!!" Balloon sat up tears going down his face, he just wanted answers, wanted to know why this was happening, wanted to be understood.

"If there's a god then... they're not on my side... I'm nothing.. and if.. if what my mom said is true, then why make me suffer?"

'God does these things to help us in the long run!', "well look where that got me, mom!! Maybe if I wasn't like that in season one then maybe people will like me.. HELL!! Knife killed someone and he's still liked, no one bats an eye to that but I walk in and it 'Oh there's Balloon the Freak who thinks saying sorry is gonna get him anywhere!! Let's go hangout with the obvious murderer and liar because all is swell!!' Well it's NOT, it's been so long and I'm still bullied and bothered for what I did... Nickel is the worst too.. and I though we were friends in season three but guess I was wrong.."

He sat on the edge of his bed staring at the bare wall, Balloon then got up and left his room going to the kitchen to grab a drink, ignoring the stares he got here and there, all he wanted was a drink he was thirsty and didn't care for much at the moment.