his past

chapter 1

“Hey, what was your past like?”

“Let me tell you if you're that curious, but be sure you're ready because I have a not so good sense of it.”

Hey, my name's Xanderie, and my friend is Alexandria, I'm dating her brother, Axel, anyways, I should probably get a start on the story, huh.

There on an open starry night, I was alone, without any home due to not getting the last few months of rent paid because my job paid so little so I could only pay little by little and they got fed up with it. People always pass by, either not caring or giving pity but not willing to let me stay with them. Well, that was until I met his sister and him, Alexandria and Axel, but that's besides the point.

I had always aimed for good grades in school to get something of love from my mother. My father died from a murder that happened when I was just barely four years old. Ever since my mother hated me, I looked at him due to how much I looked like him. If there was a school event she never showed, if I won something she just said good job and left. She ended up selling me off to be ‘better’ than what I already was. When I got back, I was covered with some bruises and scars, but she didn't even show and didn't show even an ounce of concern. I was 9 when I left and 15 when I got back, as soon as I was 18 I was kicked out like I was nothing and all she said was “you're the legal age to live on your own now, stay away from here.” And I never went back afterwards, I still sometimes feel him nearby.

I got a head start on earning money when I was 16, trying to save up for whenever I was 18, though she kept trying to make me use my earned money on her with the words “it'll be 2 years till you're out, it'll be fine, Xanderie.” and yet I was still kicked out of my apartment. I feel tired, can't sleep in the rain, trying to sleep wherever I can to just avoid the rain and storms. People have tried many things to me, I hate it so fucking much. I still try to stay cheap because of how I was and not wanting to seem like I'm just using them for my own benefit.

When I was sold by my mother, Lisa, to a scientist, Kyle, he did things to me like give me shots to make me be a monster of sorts, electrocute me, and so much more. I was always used to other people's benefits and I HATED it. The only time I went back to that bitch of a mother's house was for my little half sister, I was cussed out and hit for going back but I wanted to make sure she wouldn't be hurt by Lisa. I still fought back because if they start it, it's only fair that I get to defend myself. And of course when I went back her boyfriend, Marcus, was there. When she and my little sister weren't near he tried to do things that I hated but ended up in the ground.

When I finally got my little sister, I took her and left. We lived on the streets for awhile until a family I trusted adopted her, then it was just me with a few odd things that ended up with people staring at me with disgust. I did do things to try and help out the communities. I just wish that it could've been much better than this. Life is being like a bitch right now and I can't seem to handle it and have to deal with the consequences of other people's actions.

“Hey, are you okay?” A strange little girl said in a worried tone while I heard her older sisters yell for her. “I'm okay, your sister seems worried and panicked though.” I said back, my voice almost gone. “My name's Cameron, my sister's name is Camilla. I'll go ahead and see if she's willing to buy you anything, it mustn't be so good living on the streets, and my sister always taught me to be kind.” She told me to wait where I was while she got her sister, which was fine considering I don't have anywhere else to go.