Dazai x Depressed Reader

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Anime: Bungou Stray Dogs
Characters: Dazai Osamu
Warnings: Mentions of Depression and Suicide
Note: GN!Reader

It's too late...

It was a cold, rainy night. You were in your apartment looking out the window, listening to the rain pouring outside. Such scenery had always calmed you down during the hard times but not today.. This time, you were over it... you were done.

You couldn't take all the arguments with your family, all the fake friends who did nothing more than use you. You couldn't keep up with your work because your mind was always all over the place.. and the worst part? There were a few people who deeply cared about you, but you couldn't ask them for help. You didn't want to be a burden to them.. you didn't want to bother them with your sad story.. So you had decided to end it all. After all, this would end everyone's problems, right? If you were gone, everyone else would be happier, right?

Well, it didn't matter anymore because you had made your choice already. And there you were.. laying one the floor in your bedroom. A half empty bottle of pills next to you.

At first you felt nothing.. as a little time passed, you started to get dizzy. Your eyes got blurry, and you felt your legs giving up, making you fall on the ground. And so you laid there.. taking your last breath as you heard it, the unlocking of the front door..

As Dazai entered your shared apartment, he took off his shoes and coat and walked to the living room, expecting to see you there. However you weren't.. He called your name, but there was no response. At first, he thought that you were asleep in your shared bedroom, but that thought was quickly forgotten when he saw you through the open bedroom door.

As soon as he saw you, he ran towards you. He immediately took you in his arms and started calling out your name. Tears were running down his face as he held you closer, begging you to wake up. He wished this all was just a sick joke or an awful nightmare from which he would wake up and see you alive, but it wasn't.. you were gone and laying lifeless in his trembling hands.

He didn't know why you did it.. you never told him that something was bothering you.. you never said a thing. But what broke his heart was the fact that he didn't realize it on his own.. He thought that it was his fault!

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