Chapter 1: Back at home

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Leaving Thailand was one of the hardest things Tinn has done

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Leaving Thailand was one of the hardest things Tinn has done. It wasn't just leaving behind his home, his family, and his friends, it was leaving his whole life behind him, but above all of that, it meant leaving the one he knew was the love of his life.

Seven years ago, one of Tinn's biggest dreams had come true. Before his senior year of high school was over, he had gotten a boyfriend, and not just any boyfriend. No. This was the most adorable boy in high school, the boy of his dreams, quite literally.

He has been dreaming and crushing on Gun for two long years before they've gotten together. At times it was difficult for Tinn to believe the boy was actually his boyfriend.

Gun and Tinn's relationship was the topic everyone talked about by the end of their senior year and the years that followed too. It seemed like the young couple always was a great topic to gossip about for those surrounding them. Always commenting about every new step they took, either praising them or criticizing them, with no in-between. With all this much attention upon them, it was kinda expected from the couple to at some point break apart. People were even betting on when this was going to happen. They were too young, too naive, too in love to last, everyone was sure they were going to break up at some point. But it didn't happen, or at least not when it was expected.

They did break up, but it took more time than people bet on.

I will always wait for you. It doesn't matter if it's two years, five years, or even my entire life if necessary. I'll always be here waiting for you.

Nothing will stop us now... We will always remain wholesome.

Whose boyfriend is this? Why is he so cute?

Tinn wakes up abruptly. He was dreaming again. Or must he says, he was remembering, again.

Whose boyfriend is this...? 

"Sure, not yours. Not anymore...", he reminds himself bitterly.

Two years after his break-up with Gun and he's still remembering, still daydreaming just like he did so many years ago. People would say he's stuck in time, unable to move on and he won't deny that he kinda is. But it wasn't completely his fault and his recent dream seems to want to remind him of that. He had promised that he would wait for him all his life if necessary. And that was exactly what his heart was doing, waiting, even when it was pointless.

"There is no us anymore. It's time to move on and let go..." he whispers to himself as if he was trying to convince himself first, with not much success, he's still lying down on his bed, unable even to get up.

After ten long minutes of staring at the same point in the ceiling. Tinn is finally able to get out of bed and prepare for the busy day ahead. Once he was over with his morning shower he checks his phone, finding as always a missing call from his mother and a text from his best friend. On his way out of his house, he decides to just answer the message and return the call to his mother later. Or he'll probably just give them the surprise later, he still hasn't decided yet.

It wasn't over for me ~ TinnGun | UpdatingWhere stories live. Discover now