Don't leave...We need you (5SOS Ashton Irwin) *COMPLETED, EDITING*

5: I didn't want it to end like that.

5: I didn't want it to end like that.

*I have already written this chapter once but wattpad hates me and deleted it. Very annoying considering it took like... uhh ages. Oh well. Karma. WARNING MATURE CONTENT (its not that bad)*

I think I have now accepted that Leo is autistic now. It was yesterday when I did it...when I cut. It released the pain, and made me forget about the usual feelings for once and instead feeling other feellings flood through my body. After it made me want to face Leos autism head on.

I have woken up this morning feeling refreshed and excited. I sneak into Lukes room to see if Leo is awake. I find him snuggled up to Leo. Ahh cute.

With the spare time I go into my bathroom and have a shower. Well I have to look good for Ashton don’t I!

I use my special shampoo and body wash get out of the shower and I then blow dry my hair. I go into my room to pick out something to wear. I get out some grey patterned fashion tights, pink frayed shorts, mint converse and mint and white striped tee.

Suddenly theres a quiet knock on my door. I stick my head round the door to find a half asleep Lolo.

“Hello” I say.  Leo waves.

“What do you want” I ask crouching to his level using all the tips in the autism book.

“Go bibby tele peee” He says.

“Lolo use your English” I say even though I know what he wants.

“Go” He starts.

“Go where” I ask.

He points to the floor.

“Downstairs?” I ask

“Then what do you say?” He concentrates for a second.

“pwease?” He replies unsure.

“Please” I say.

“Please” He repeats.

Yes progression!!! I jump up and down in excitement scaring Lolo. I pick him up and give him a kiss.

“Good boy, well done, but Bessa has to get dressed-“ I say pointing to the clothes on my bed, to make it easier for him to understand. “-but we will after ok?” He nods before squirming out of my arms and going and getting some lego from the corner of the my room.

I go into my bathroom, slip into my clothes before brushing my hair through sticking some bobby pins in it and putting my teel and gold owl necklace on. I glance in the mirror before going back into my bedroom picking Leo up and going into the living room.

Luke is sitting on the sofa and- crap I forgot to put my bracelets on. I place Leo down and say “Hello be back in a sec” before running back upstairs and putting half a ton of bracelets on my wrists.

*Lukes POV*

Well that was weird. Becca came rushing downstairs carrying Lolo before placing him down saying “Hello be back in a sec” and rushing upstairs again. Strange.

*****************************Time Skip**************************************

*Beccas POV*

KNOCK KNOCK oh god their here!

“I’ll get it” Luke shouts up the stairs.

I glance in my mirror before bending down to pick Lolo up. I walk down the stairs and stand next to Luke who had just opened the door.