"Dork." Natasha shakes her head with a big smile on her lips, slapping my arm playfully. "But I'm your dork, that makes a dork out of you too." I answer and we both laugh.
After a while we both fall in a deep slumber but mine is very restless.
"Y/N!" I hear a female familiar voice. I'm in the red room, staying in the middle of the training room.
"Y/N!" Again I hear the familiar voice. I leave the training room and open the door.
I'm standing now in my and Yelena's bedroom. Confused how I get in here and looking around, searching for the woman.
"Y/N!" I hear again, this time the voice is louder so I know she has to be in here.
I open the bathroom door and see Yelena from behind. Her gaze is focused on the floor and I notice there lays somewhere.
When I get closer I can see some red hair and panic overcomes me.
"No! Natasha!" I scream when I see her dead body on the floor.
I kneel next to her lifeless body, putting two of my fingers at her neck. No pulse.
"No... please no..." I start sobbing, cupping her cheeks. They feel cold.
"What happened to her?" I look up, staring into Yelena's green eyes when a smirk appears on her lips.
"You don't remember? You killed her. You broke her neck, just like you did with me." She answers and her smirk grows.
"No! That's not true! I'm sorry Yelena! I was forced to do it!" I apologize and denying that I killed Natasha.
"You're now a widow, if you deny it or not. You have blood on your hands and you will kill again! You did it once, you will do it again! Once a killer always a killer!" The blonde girl speaks with an evil voice and kneels next to me.
"No.. no.. please that's not true..." I speak between my sobs. "Once a killer always a killer!" She whispers into my ear and my eyes searching for Nat's lifeless body.
Her eyes instantly opens and they are black. "You killed me! You're a killer!" Natasha speaks and I scream.
I open my eyes and feel how someone shaking my shoulders, calling my name.
"Y/N. You awake?" Natasha asks worried and helps me sitting up. "It was just a dream." She comforts me and wants to hug me but I scoop away from her.
"What's wrong?" She asks and I can see the hurt in her face. "Go away from me!" I yell, still affected from the nightmare. "What? No! Why?" Natasha asks confused.
"I'm a murderer! A killer! A monster!" I yell, wrapping my arms around my body and trying to stop the shaking.
"Why would you say something like that? It was just a dream." Natasha speaks in a soft voice and scoops a little bit closer to her but I stop her with some gesture of my hand.
"Because it's true! I'm a murderer! I killed someone!" I yell and feel the tears stream down my face. The picture of Yelena's lifeless body flashes my mind and I feel how my stomach gets sick.
"Listen to me. You were forced to do that. You weren't yourself when you did that, okay? You're not a monster Y/N." Natasha tries to comfort me but I push her away.
"Get away! Leave my room! I'm not worth it! I'm bad! I'M A FUCKING MURDERER!" I scream the last words and hear how the door slowly opens and the light goes on.
"Y/N? Why are you screaming in the middle of the night? What is happening here?" My dad asks and looks between Nat and me.
When he notices my tears he rushes over me but Nat holds his wrist and stopps him. "Let me go to her." He speaks, his gaze turned confused.
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My hot stepmom (Natasha Romanoff)
FanficI was raised by my dad, James Barnes, others know him as Bucky the wintersoldier. When I was twelve he started dating a work colleague, the famous black widow. We got along pretty quickly and someday she moved in with my dad and me. When I turned...
