Hey love,
How are you? No updates since a few days, huh? I hope everything's fine or, maybe, you might be busy in chhath puja. Yeah, I guess so. Still, atleast you should update something, your insta story perhaps. You know I'm not talking to you so, atleast give me some hints indirectly about what's going on in your life.
Having no updates at all about you makes me anxious. I want to know how you're doing? I want to see your happy pictures. Having no news from your side makes me feel too distant, like a stranger.
Well, if I'll say that I'm missing you then, it's nothing new to hear. It has become my daily routine now. But, since 2/3 days I'm missing you so insanely. I don't know why but, every moment that we had spent together is continuously spinning in my head. I remember, especially, how you always used to tell me about each and every small details of your day to day life. Obviously, I never forced you to do it like a possessive boyfriend used to do, but, you always did without even asking. Well, same efforts from my side too. I also couldn't hide even a single piece of information about my daily routine. From what I ate, whom I met, what we talked about, what I studied, what new I tried, which new song I heard, which movie I watched, my family updates, my friend circle updates, my college life and my personal... well, you are my personal life so, what could I discuss about that probably? I remember how we used to share each and every single minute details with each other. We knew each other so much better than anyone else could ever be able to do. But look, what happened now. From those who used to chat all day and who used to call each other 3/4 times a day, haven't talked for 3 months and 18 days now.
It's so painful and at the same time, surprising. Because, I never imagined even in my dreams that I, have to distance myself from, you. You're the last person, I ever wanted to stay away from. Like, can you even imagine? The person whom I worship like a devotee and whom I love like breathing, is the one I'm avoiding. It's hurting worse than hell. I, so badly, want to run towards you, and, hold you, and, hug you, and, tell you everything that I was feeling all this time ,and then, never let you go again. But I can't do that. I can just wish to see you atleast from afar, maybe, in your dps, status and insta stories.
I just wish to see your updates soon. In the end, no matter what, I just wish you to be happy even if, I can't see you that's okay. I just pray that you always stay healthy and happy. At last, that is what matters the most to me!
I guess, you must be happy, after all, the amount of times I've prayed for you, you definitely should be!
Okay, take care of yourself and always keep smiling because seeing you smile, makes me smile too!
I loveeeeeeeee you soooooooo much my precious baby!
Your anxious friend
Khushi
★~~• 8 November, 2024 •~~★
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