Things will be better if it goes this way..
Soon enough, Hyunjin pulled away from Felix's face. He gazed at Felix's almond brown eyes that held a special tint of innocence and purity. To say that Hyunjin was obsessed would be an understatement. He was completely head over heels for the Omega.
Felix got shy from the way Hyunjin stared at him. He blushed furiously as the older looked at him like he'll devour him any second. He quickly turned away trying to avoid the piercing eyes on him.
Felix looked at the Alpha one more time before turning his heels and walking out of the bedroom. As soon as he exited the room, he leaned against the wall, catching his breath that he didn't even knew he was holding in. Felix brought his hands towards his chest, flinching at the loud beats of his own heart. He sighed and went downstairs, to complete the request of the older.
The maids had left already and Felix was still not that hungry, considering the fact that he hadn't eaten anything the whole day. He grabbed an apple from the fruit basket and started munching on it.
He could hear the sound of water coming from upstairs indicating Hyunjin was showering. He blushed at remembering their previous encounter. But soon, his smile faded as he thought about the times Hyunjin has made him cry. Even worse, he thought about how Hyunjin had intimate relationship even after their marriage. That completely broke Felix. He would never be able to forget it.
He decided not to go to the master bedroom and opted for one of the guest rooms instead. Yes, you heard that right, one of the guest rooms! The mansion was huge and had almost 20 to 25 rooms in total.
However, like the previous nights, Felix was not struggling to sleep this night. In fact, he slept almost as he laid down.
Things on Hyunjin's side was not as peaceful. He got out of the shower hoping to see the younger on the bed, but was disappointed as he saw no one there. He sighed deeply before walking to his closet, which was a whole new room, and dressed himself in only a pair of white sweatpants. Hyunjin always had hated sleeping with a shirt on, the shirt would be drenched as he got up the next morning anyway.
He decided to wait for Felix hoping the younger would share the room with him like he usually did. But again to his disappointment, Felix had not came back even after an hour or so. So he decided to take the matters into his own hands and go check on the Omega himself.
Hyunjin looked around the house but still hadn't caught a glimpse of the other boy. He mentally cursed himself for building such a big place.
Just as he thought of giving up, he heard mumblings coming from a room at the far end of the hallway. He quickly went to check the only place he had forgot to check. Much to his relief, he saw Felix curled up on the bed, sleeping peacefully.
Hyunjin let out a sigh of relief and slowly walked over to the sleeping male, afraid of waking him up. He stared at him. This was Hyunjin's favorite hobby ever since he married the boy. He loved watching him sleep. He just looked so innocent. Everytime, Hyunjin just found himself admiring the younger's ethereal features.
The Alpha's lips curled up into a small smile as he noticed the latter talk in his sleep. Hyunjin couldn't exactly make out what he was saying, but he heard giggling and laughter coming out of the lips that he's been dreaming to wreck.
Hyunjin wanted to lay down with him. Every cell in his body was telling him to do so. But what kept him from doing it was the fact that he had hurt the poor boy in multiple ways. Ways that can never be forgiven. He doesn't deserve to be near Felix at all.
Hyunjin was being eaten by guilt everytime he was with Felix. He sadly spared one more glance at him before walking out.
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