If it were not for you,
I would have lost it all.
Those crippling thoughts that crawl up in my mind,
all would have consumed me sooner than I could have ever imagined, shattering my consciousness into pieces.
I despise reality because it’s the only thing that can be real.
I fancy the idea of forever;
I wish the "forever" everyone makes promises on was real.
I wish I could make promises without breaking them.
If only I were courageous enough to guarantee my presence in your life unceasingly.