Messy feelings, Messy decisions ♤JeongChan♤

Chapter Three: Chan & Jeongin

- Chan, you should tell Jeongin why you decided to cheat on him.

- Ryuka, I said no.

- Jeongin deserves to know, Chan...

- I deserve to know what?

Chan and Ryuka got startled when hearing the voice. It was Jeongin....
The boys actually came to see him.
Chan actually didn't expect his members to come, so he was really surprised.

- what are you doing here, he asked.

- what do you mean, what are we doing here? You're in a hospital, responded Minho.

- ohhh, right? I'm okay now, don't worry.

Chan said with a little smile.

- you should have called me rather than waste your time coming here. I bet you have more interesting things to do, don't you?

The boys and Ryuka looked at him incredulous. The funny thing was that Chan actually thought that the Stray Kids didn't care about him to come see him when he is sick and bedridden in a hospital. And the worst thing is that they really understood where Chan came from for having that kind of thoughts.

- why are you saying that, Chan, asked Minho. We aren't wasting our time, we really needed to see you.

- I don't know, I thought I upset you earlier, replied Chan with a low tone.

- you didn't and even if you did, there is no reason to not come to see you when you are bedridden in a hospital, argued Minho.

- ohh! thank you..., said Chan smiling at them.

- now, how come you're here? What happened, asked Changbin.

- I just passed out, answered Chan, detached.

Ryuka looked at him confused. He didn't just pass out, he was having a panic attack too. But since Chan didn't want to tell them those details, she just shut her mouth.

- why is your mistress here, asked Jeongin, coldly.

Chan flinched while the boys looked at Jeongin and then at Chan surprised. He didn't like at all the look in Jeongin eyes, it was making him want to hide somewhere and never be found. His whole body started to be crossed by shivers. He almost forgot that Jeongin knew who Ryuka was.

- what are you talking about, Innie, asked Felix.

- this is the girl with who Chan cheated on me, clarified Jeongin. Why is she here?

Chan wanted to respond but his lips didn't want to obey him, they were shut. He wanted to explain that it was not what it seemed to be but he couldn't. Suddenly, the energy in the room shifted.

- Chan, called Ryuka panicked. Chan, breathe... breathe, please.

But the boy couldn't comprehend what was happening. The machine began to beep rapidly and he could smel blood. Why blood? he asked himself; no one was injured. His vision began to darken and he felt dizzy, as if he were floating. He wanted to tell Jeongin to not worry, that Ryuka was just a friend, but now so many things he couldn't understand was happening all at once.

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- this is the second time in like four hours that Chan got a panic attack, announced Ryuka, feeling sad and overwhelmed.

They were now in the waiting room, they had to exit the bedroom so that the doctors could do their job and auscultate Chan.

- what, asked Minho. He had a panic attack earlier?