Love is Easy to loose but Hard to find. (Justin bieber love story)

Without you...

Weird things have been happening to Faith lately she wakes up everynight crying or screaming. And demi has to be there to wake her. Its faith having dreams about Justin and that night over and over again, she loved Justin so much. But he hurt her way to much and this time, she could'nt go back. The fits in the nights have been happening for 2 weeks. 2 weeks without Justin was killing her. And Demi was getting fed up.

'' Babe we need to get you some help'' Demi said slightly touching Faiths arm.

''What? wait.. no. Im fine. '' Faith snapped back.

''Its been 2 weeks, faith,''

''Yeah the hardest 2 weeks of my life. Do you have any idea how much pain im going through. Every night i dream of that night. Over and over again, i dream about loosing him. I wake up everynight from you saying im screaming or crying. And i wake up and the dream is real! I cant escape it! I wake up hoping it was a bad dream but its not its real life!!!''  Faith screamed, it seemed everytime she thought of Justin her heart broke into another small peice.

''I know, i know'' Demi comfoted her,

That night when Demi went to bed Faith sat there with a tissue held up to her chest, a blanket over her. Stairing at a blank Tv screen.She couldnt sleep that made her dream about Justin and wake Demi. its not fair she has to record tomorrow. Finally Faith turned the tv on and saw the head line. '' Bieber looking ruff after break up with Faith.'' She saw the picture of Justin with his hood up and red puffy eyes. She turned the tv of crying, throwing the remote onto the floor. Causing Demi to awaken, she walked down stairs stairing at Faith in confusion.

''Whats going on? Why are you not in bed?'' Demi asked with sqinting eyes.

''Im not sleeping, i dont wanna wake you. Or have bad dreams anymore. '' Faith spoke bursting into tears again.

Demi walked over holding her hand out to Faith as she took it and walked up stairs into Demis room. Demi got into bed patting the bed beside her for faith to get in.

''i cant Dem, i will wake you and dream again'' She cried like a little kid.

''Get in. Now.'' Demi said smileing.

Faith crawled into bed with Demi as they wrapped up and Demi hugged her closley. Being in bed with Dmi reminded her of Justin. The whole night Faith layed and cried into her tissue. It was about 3:34am. And Demi just got up and walked into the kitchen and got some pills throwing them to Faith. She read them as they read 'Sleeping Pills' Faith took 2 and laid next to Demi closing her eyes. She quickly fell in to a deep sleep. But once again was woke by Demi saying she was screaming or crying again. Faith was so angry with herself, she waited for Demi to fall sleep before she creeped downstairs. She went into the kitchen and picked up a little knife. She held it to wrist slowly slitting them. The pain felt good and took her mind of things causing her to stop crying. Faith sat on the kitchen floor doing one cut after the other up her wrist to her arm. She saw all the blood dripping down her arm and clothes. Onto the kitchen floor, Faith curled into a ball not careing if she was laying in her blood. She began to cry again holding her arms. That was the couple of hours she slept without waking Demi. She finally got about 5 hours sleep, when she woke up breathing heavily. She saw the blood and quickly leaned itup knwoing Demi wasgoing out soon. Faith ran into the shower and cleaned her self up. Crying at the pain of the water hitting her cuts, she had never cut before. But when she did it, it felt so right and seemed to help take away the pain. Made her not angry. Once out the shower she put a baggy jumper on and some grey joggers. And sat on the sofa, not crying just staring.

''Im going to the studio for the day, do you want to come?'' Demi asked looking at Faith.

''No, im fine here. Thanks/'' Faith replyed with no emotion.

Later that day she saw Justin all other the news appartley she had left a show due to deprission. She layed and cryed again. Running to kitchen picking up the same knife but cutting the other arm slowly.Sitting in the exact same spot as the night before. Blood surrounded her as she leaned up against the kitchen cuboard. Demi walked in her eyes grew big.

''WHAT HAPPEND, YOUR ARM. KNIFE. YOU CUT!!'' Demi yelled running over,

Faith sat there with her arm out crying, leaning her head on her shoulder. To faiths suprise Demi got her phone out and went into the other room. She secretly called Justin aksing for help, this was the only person who could help. There was a knock at the door when Demi opened it. Faith curled into a ball facing the cuboard. She heard whispers and then a familar voice.

''What happend?!'' Justin screamed, Faith turned around looking at him with blood everywhere.

''Shes cut, Justin. She has not been sleeping right or eating. For 2 weeks. Im not sure how long this ahs been going on for.'' Demi said panicing.

Faith layed looking at him before closing her eyes tight thinking she was dreaming again, she cried harder and harder. She pinched her self to see if she could wake up, before relizing this was real life. Suddenly she felt her self being picked up by somebody. She opened her eyes to see Justin.

''NO! DONT!!'' Faith svcreamed jumping out of Justins arms

''Faith you have to get help. Somethings not right here babe'' Demi said carmly.

''Please Faith i know i screwed up but you ahgve to let me help you.'' Justin said looking at her as he gently touched her shoulder.

That one touch made her explode into tears. She layed on the floor the blood still pouring out, screaming and shouting and everyone who touched her. When Demi tried to talk or Justin or anyone tried to help. She just shouted and cried over them.Justin began to get a really worried face.

''Demis whats wrong with her!!'' He said close to tears.

''If i knew that we wouldnt be here!!'' Demi screamed.

Faith stood up, closing her eyes before openeing them again;. Wipping her tears, she looked at Demi and Justins worried faces. She pulled up her other sleve, it suddenly was really hot.Thats when they both noticed her other arm.

''Her other..'' Justin began before Demi finshed her sentance.

''Arm! No this is not good Justin call an ambulence. She got to have lost to much blood!!'' She screamed before Justin rang and Demi tried to talk to Faith.

''NO!! just leave me alone!!'' Faith screamed before her vison going burley. She felt her self fall to the floor, her head was banging as she heard Demi shouting tyring to talk to her. Faith grabed her head before passing out.

''JUSTIN!!'' Demi screamed.

Justin ran over scooping her up and putting her into the back of Justins range rover and Demi jumpin in the front. The drove speeding, missing lights. And arriaved at the hospital before taking her.

''SOMEONE HELP!!'' Demi yelled as the nurses bought a bed out as Justin layed her down.

The doctors took her in and closed the door behind her. Where Justin and Demi stood. Demi in tears and Justin close to tears.

''I think im gunna be sick!'' Demi yelled before running into the bathroom.

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