Yin's Yang

Chapter 15

------ LEE ACHLYS ------

Caner .. Caner Day. A guy who suddenly jumped into my life and has been trying to help me ever since. I don't believe in coincidences, I have never believed in them, and I am pretty sure meeting Caner was also never a coincidence, it was written in my fate. Ain't my fate a little brutal? it is, but i believe that Caner has that aura surrounding , that makes me feel at ease around him, I don't feel scared, I don't feel insecure, I don't feel tainted, I feel light. It's as if there is a voice behind my head that tells me I can trust him, but do I? idk, the only reason I agreed to be in a relationship with him is because I want myself to be wrong , to be hurt again, so that i would not be able to feel anything anymore, I don't want to feel pain anymore.

"Achlys" He called for me as I was in my room, staring out of the window lost in my own thoughts. I returned his call by a nod of my head and then a light smile.

" Are you upset with me " I tilted my head to the left in confusion and raised one of my eyebrows upwards. I mean , should I be mad at him? Just because he was talking to his ex? that's a dumb reason tho, but sensing the worry in his voice I tried to as

" Why would i be?" I asked him and he seemed a bit taken back by that. 

" So you mean you were fine with what Mayra said?" he asked back.

" You mean that ex thing? " I inquired further and he nodded at the question. I then scoffed and chuckled lightly while shaking my head left to right. He was insecure, I could sense it. I made my way towards Caner and raised my hand towards his face, he closed his eyes to that, so he literally thought i would hit him for that? I softly kept my hand on his left cheek and caressed it. He slowly opened his beautiful eyes, have i ever said this? that his eyes are heterochromia. One having the colour as deep as ocean , while another having the colour of ground after a heavy rain. He looked at me with tears in his eyes.

" Caner, I'm literally too old to care about such things, I mean , I'm not a control-freak possessive teenager, it is fine if you are talking to your friend, ex boyfriend or anyone , I know you will never do anything which will hurt me in any way. And , you need to trust me too, right? " I asked him while my hand slid down to his shoulder and rested there.

" I... I was just scared. " he murmured while playing with his fingers and i nodded as i understood his concern.

" Can, you can't ignore yourself while trying to heal others, you know, it is important to take care of yourself too , right? " he nodded in agreement and his glistening eyes shone more.

" Do you have something you want to tell me?" I asked, and he looked away.

" I've never talked about it with anyone except mom, so idk how to say it " he kept his head on my shoulder leaning a bit forward. " I am sorry for the sudden touch, can you please hug me, no need if your not comfortable." for a moment i was just staring down at him with my hands still around his shoulder, but then I slowly shifted both my arms towards his waist and embraced him. 

" It's alright Caner, you don't need to tell anything to me unless you're comfortable." I reassured. 

" Can I hug you back?" he asked while his head still rested on my shoulder . I thought for a moment and muttered a yes. His arms slowly snaked around my neck , he was hesitating , but once his arms rested there I could hear his heart racing. 

" I have to go back home now, the hurricane is over, so I have to prepare for university " he declared . 

" Yeah sure, you know you're free to be here anytime you want right?" i told him and he straightened himself , looking straight into my eyes while his hands were still locked behind my neck. 

" If you say something like that, how am i supposed to go back " so this guy has the audacity to flirt with me after being sad and sulky. I slid my hands from his waist and held his hands that were wrapped around my neck.

" Shut up , before i kick you out " I deadpanned and he just laughed at the threat.

And that was how they all went to their own home. Caner was a bit sad an was trying to persuade his mother to let him shift at my home, he kept saying he was 'worried' , was he? Honestly, why would he want to be with me? don't I disgust him? doesn't he feel tainted around me too? maybe that's why he's fine with not touching me. Maybe that's why... but why does my heart says the opposite? why does it feels like, whenever he looks at me, his eyes are searching for the same amount of love he's showering at me, it may sound cringe, but whenever he looks at me , his eyes have that brightness inside them, as if he's looking at the shining moon and stars, but again, I ain't moons and stars, I'm the darkness engulfing them.

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KYAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHHA PEOPLE, THIS WAS THE FIRST ACHLYS POV. 

HOPE YOU ENJOOOOOYYYYYY!!!!!!

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