- does love exist within this ball of light i feel?
- does love exist within this ball of light i feel?
- does love exist within this ball of light i feel?those words string together a question; and they are also a rosary of conviction.
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born out of literature instead of love, the pages of your books and the papers of your journals have always been your religion. folded legs, short hair wild, dostoyevsky's words on your lap-that is the standard portrait of you. it's how your brother yoongi knows you, it's what his heart knows: you go to school, you study, you read and you write while he takes care of everything else, now that yours and his parents aren't in the picture. it's his driving force, you fulfilling your dream. he thinks it's getting your degree in literature, working in a realm with books, and for a while you thought so as well. but it isn't until you meet love incarnated that you realize your dream has always been the thing that haunted you the most.
love.
a raw, barbaric kind of love.
and you're willing to do anything for it. even leave your brother behind in order to have it.
- the ball of light is a story of destruction, close-knit relationships and wading through the newness of adulthood.
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pairing: brother!yoongi x fem. oc x friend!jeongguk (other secret bangtan members, tba.)
genre: angst, fluff, brother's best friend au, coming of age au
warnings: parental death (not described), emotional fights, abandonment issues, silent treatment, rejection issues, fear, the wrong kind of longing, thoughts of nudity (suggestive), smoking, secrecy, tba.
word count: 2.9k
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THE BALL OF LIGHT | bangtan
Fanfiction- does love exist within this ball of light i feel? those words string together a question; and they are also a rosary of conviction.