You're always gone whenever I could you use you.
You always come along whenever you need me, but whenever I need you, you're nowhere to be found.
I've been in dark places before, but lately it's been you pushing me into them.
You do great things for me
But you also seem to want to be my ultimate ending.
The ending to everything.
You constantly go around, trying to break into my walls.
Trying to get close to me.
I can't help but not want you to get close.
Because of all the damage you can cause with you far.
I don't wanna picture what would happen
If you did break them down.
God help me
I want to let you in.
But I can't
