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It's been two months since I moved out my sisters house and got me a two bedroom apartment.
I haven't really talked to Jaden other then when he comes to take me to a doctors appointment.
My dad's birthday it today and I don't know how to feel it's only 3:00 in the morning and I haven't been to sleep yet.
I don't know how to feel I don't really like talking about my feeling with people.
I've been in bed ordering stuff for my apartment all night and morning to get my mind off of that topic.
I don't have all the things for my apartment yet I only got the stuff for my room. I just ordered the stuff for my front room and bathroom room. I only have the couch and tv for the front so I ordered decor.
I also have my kitchen stuff too I'm just too lazy to pull it out.
My stomach has gotten a little bit big to. I get to find out the gender next week but raven wants to have a baby shower even tho I don't know that many people I said yes.
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It's now 2:00 and raven has been blowing my phone up but i just want to be by myself today. I dont realy want to speak to anybody i just want it to be me and my baby.
I went in to the kitchen to make me something to eat. Ive been having some weird cravings for stuff like hot chips with pickles juice.
Somthing ik i wouldnt eat if i wasnt pregnant.
I got a knock on my front door and only four people know where i stay raven Jaden, Elijah and dream.
I went to the door and looked through the pip hole. I seen Elijah smiling with two bags of snacks and waving at the door.
I opened it up for him and he walked in. "What are yu doing here Eli" I said closing the door. "Dang yeen ask me how I feel or nun" he said with a mug on his face.
"Butttt I'm here to make sure u ok" he said dragging the T in but.
"I'm fine" I said going back to the kitchen. "Troy come sit yo big ass down so we can watch a movie" he said pulling the snacks out the bag.
"Eli I don't really want to be around anybody today" I said truthfully.
"And I don't give a fuck" he made a funny face and I laughed he always has away to making me smile when I'm not in the mood.
"Ok Eli" I said sitting on the couch "But I have some where to be later on so how long you trying to stay" I said checking the time.
"Oh I'm stayin the night my Og trippin again" he said looking for a movie.
"What you do ta my mama boy " I said hitting his arm. His mama was so sweet and nice I wish I had a mother like his.
"Ouw betta stop hittin me fa I make that baby come early" he said opening up some candy.
