I feel so alone mentally I don't wanna die but I wanna jump.. I have a bridge by my house i can jump off.. what if I do it.. what if I just take my life.. i don't feel loved by anyone anymore.. I feel judged by everyone.. I feel lost in my head I feel like nobody's there when I need em nobody notices when I'm distant or acting off nobody fucking cares about me.. I'm so stupid for thinking I was love able or enough I'm not I'm so stupid for building my confidence it's useless just like me a useless piece waste of space.. plus so much more.. just end me please..