Junior Jump scares

Kinda gay

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You know I hate to say it
But you never told me so
And I hate to admit it but it's hard to know
And so I hate to think it
But now i understand
And when you see this poem
It's time to go
I never knew what I never knew
Until it's far too late
Your turquoise dress
Your yellow blazer
Now It's all the same
Blinding the directions I looked those days
So far left I look right
it's plain to say
And I hope to god you know I felt that way
I said she looks so pretty
After surgery
Wanting her here with me
Everyday
From bossing me around to a friendship where I'd stay late, we would last forever
Now I'm writing a different slate
When another friendship feels like a breakup
From months and months of our constant calls
To never hearing from you at all

And I used to write letters on my own
send them to you through screenshots on my phone

Because I never knew what I never knew but I knew what we were not
And I was too nearsighted to notice it but now that you are gone

To be honest I was too immature
Too un enlightened
too insecure
And I never knew what I never knew and never did before un accepting at the time but
It's a funny circumstance  I never can ignore.
So I hope your happy
And now I know you are
And in my head I told you so
I see you from a far
I'll drink to our past lives together
And times with of un healed scars
And that's just it
How I drove you away
Driving into battle
Like it were just a play
never knowing how the lines hit you
Your cloudy days
My acid rain
Never knew how my struggles affected you
Until it was far too late
never knew how much I meant to you
till all was stripped away
And throw away words and grey lines blurred
And cheers to this soda
And cheers to the world
And I'm so sorry I never noticed but it's better that I learned
And I'm glad that your happy
So successful
Living true
I'm just sorry I couldn't be there
Cheering for you

I'm sorry I never made it
About you
And I'm sorry that I was too sidelined to understand what to do
But I want you to know
That I miss you
I'm happy for you
And I finally got the message I was sending to you
Back at me 10 fold because of what I never knew
Good luck
Hanging up
And we drive on through
That friendship was never casual
Neither the spark of me and you
You'd have to stop the world just to stop the feeling.
And I don't know how to end it
So you did it to be
happy
to see you smiling
Even if it's without me

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TW - (explocit/suggestive)

11/3/2024 3:10pm

Halloweekend
Hookup

Girl you've got me week in the knees
I'm begging on them yes please
Please

Tatoos
Outfits
Lipstick
Smeared on her lips
Tongue in her mouth and my hand on her hips
Ship sail tonight let this angel take flight call me angel one more time and you ain't walkin tonight
Role reversal and I'm holstered to the part I don't play where I lay and you stay
Above it's your caberet
Let the Cabernet flow
You drink 3 modellos
While we watch tv shows
Well not quite
Well you know how it goes
Crunch toes
Touch nose
And down we go oh no
Blankets over part of me
Got half the sheet
So wait and see
Feel exposed
And
No way to close the windows
Guess I've I've gotta tell you
When the debriefs coming
So was
I don't know how to tell
So
Please tell me when I fell and forgot to stand up
A fallen angel and a devil
Don't wanna be woken up
And I'm up
And your gone
And I'm still reminiscing
While I write this song. 
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